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13 years ago
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circuspeanut
KaGe came out of 2 things, boredom and rebellion. I went to a very small college in small town USA, there really wasn't a lot to do. I would spend a bunch of nights not really doing anything, so I made up this fursona to enter a different world. I also wanted to be a bit rebellious. I was a very sheltered child and I wanted to find a way to break out. I'd heard of furries through TV and whatnot but was punished for pursuing anything dealing with it. Being at college I didn't have to worry about my parents looking over my shoulder so I decided to enter the fandom.
That being said, my original fursona design was...blank for lack of a better word. I choose the species grizzly bear, after getting the nickname bear from baseball and being called a giant teddy bear. His fur color was ordinary with no special patterns. I gave him green eyes being green is my favorite color. I gave him my nickname I've gone by for most my life of KaGe (my dad said I belonged in a cage as a kid, it stuck but I learned to spell it wrong XD)
As I discovered who I was in college (sexuality, politics, etc.) my fursona began to change. KaGe slowly strated to change. The furry fandom was my first step into my rebellious phase, next came AB/DL. I started to indulge those fantasies and thus KaGe was now a babyfur. As time continued to pass, and I began to openly admitted to begin homosexual, KaGe then became a sissy.
I then wanted to change the way KaGe looked. He was so boring to me, nothing special about him. I rebuilt him from the ground up. I kept grizzly bear as species and kept him a sissy cub. I changed the color of the paws to red brown, except the left hand which is black. Suppose to symbolize how the whole left side my body is riddled with surgeries. I made the head fur black because at the time I dyied my own hair black. I made the left I pink because I could really LOL
KaGe continues to change as I do, I think he well now she needs to as I do. She is suppose to represent me, and being stuck on one thing is no good for me. I have plans to update her again. Big changes after big changes in my life after college. ^^
What about y'all? I know there has to be good stories and reasons behind people's fursonas
pensive and 
circuspeanutKaGe came out of 2 things, boredom and rebellion. I went to a very small college in small town USA, there really wasn't a lot to do. I would spend a bunch of nights not really doing anything, so I made up this fursona to enter a different world. I also wanted to be a bit rebellious. I was a very sheltered child and I wanted to find a way to break out. I'd heard of furries through TV and whatnot but was punished for pursuing anything dealing with it. Being at college I didn't have to worry about my parents looking over my shoulder so I decided to enter the fandom.
That being said, my original fursona design was...blank for lack of a better word. I choose the species grizzly bear, after getting the nickname bear from baseball and being called a giant teddy bear. His fur color was ordinary with no special patterns. I gave him green eyes being green is my favorite color. I gave him my nickname I've gone by for most my life of KaGe (my dad said I belonged in a cage as a kid, it stuck but I learned to spell it wrong XD)
As I discovered who I was in college (sexuality, politics, etc.) my fursona began to change. KaGe slowly strated to change. The furry fandom was my first step into my rebellious phase, next came AB/DL. I started to indulge those fantasies and thus KaGe was now a babyfur. As time continued to pass, and I began to openly admitted to begin homosexual, KaGe then became a sissy.
I then wanted to change the way KaGe looked. He was so boring to me, nothing special about him. I rebuilt him from the ground up. I kept grizzly bear as species and kept him a sissy cub. I changed the color of the paws to red brown, except the left hand which is black. Suppose to symbolize how the whole left side my body is riddled with surgeries. I made the head fur black because at the time I dyied my own hair black. I made the left I pink because I could really LOL
KaGe continues to change as I do, I think he well now she needs to as I do. She is suppose to represent me, and being stuck on one thing is no good for me. I have plans to update her again. Big changes after big changes in my life after college. ^^
What about y'all? I know there has to be good stories and reasons behind people's fursonas
I started to write a direct reply to you but then my story quickly got longer and now I'm making a journal entry of my own from it. :D