Ok so, I have been away a lot lately, and not even checking here because of grandma's roller coaster of health. She's been in and out of the hospital three times in the last two months. Unfortunately 6 weeks ago, my grandfather refused to continue dialysis. The inevitable conclusion of this is that mom found him on Sunday and we had the funeral today. But as if that wasn't a hard enough day to deal with, i found out that my friend is sick, my other friend has to go to New York and will be backing out of our plans, and oh yah, my work computer has a fried hard drive... So no art for me atm... Now i need to work on trying to get a few new components for my work machine or again need to work on getting a new computer since i'm reduced back to needing to use the one that was blue screening on me... Anyhow, misery abounds atm... I'm worried about mom and grandma, and dad is having a lot of trouble with his boss, so who knows what might happen next... only time will tell...