To anyone who happens to be reading this you probably only know me as a stranger. Just another person on the internet with an interest in drawing and animals and anthro. And I guess that is fine since there isn't much more than to ask for that.

But I just need a little help...

In the last four years I have lost over 6 of my family members and I almost lost a good friend as well. The most recent have been the loss of my second cat and just the other weekend my grandmother passed away. I have to head off for her funeral this next Saturday. I have had several friends ask about how I'm doing but all I can tell them is that I'm not interested in talking about it. I've lost so much I'm still a little unsure on just how to feel.

I know that I cannot take funerals so well. I cannot be in the presence of other people during mourning. I've talked with counselors in the past and last year, when I'd only lost 3 of my family, they suggested that the stress of that was causing me problems in school. So if that is the case imagine how I am now.

I guess, I don't really know what I'm asking for but it helps to know that someone out there, someone who is a complete stranger, would know and care for the well being of others.

I'm having a hard time. And I just need a little help.

~Kins