Well...I've been thinking a lot...and I keep thinking, and thinking more and more. There's a huge problem with that, however. There's a huge storm, in my mind, constantly. Especially lately. It is a storm, that refuses to pass. It's a storm that, for some reason, cannot end, no matter what, for it is simply within my thoughts.

I keep wondering about everything. Whether it may be the weather (no pun intended), the opinions of others about me, how I can help others, my move to Georgia, my family and how they will cope when I'm gone, my own spirituality, my "fursona," those that used to care about me, any prospects of just building computers, writing, drawing, taking proper care of my body, fitting in without trying to force yourself to fit in, on and on and on...I can't stop thinking.

All of this keeps bringing up a lot of stress on me. It's so intense that I keep feeling sick and my mind literally freezes when anything nice and truly touching actually is shown to me. I don't know how to understand any of it...but, maybe I should stop thinking entirely? I mean, thinking is what creates about 90% of my stress...so, if I stopped thinking, maybe it would free me up to be happy.

Just a thought...feel free to ignore...maybe I will try it...and see if that does something.