Ok...so, it keeps becoming more and more obvious that I feel that I'm starting to lose my sanity. It's so much, so potent, and so chilling, that I can't tell if it's from everything that has built up, or my caffeine addiction, or if my mentality is so shot that this is just how I am anymore. I'm literally losing my mind...and it's so much that I don't know how I can properly handle myself anymore.

So...I'm going to be around for limited times throughout the week. The rest of the time, I need to be by myself...if only to cope with myself. I don't want to do any damage, to anyone...things are just...hard to handle now...I care about you all...but this pain is just too much anymore...I'm sorry...