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Raising funds and apology (AND COMMISSION SLOTS OPEN!)
13 years ago
SA-X, Walkerfire, Sammonaran, Raiok, Ashanriu, Wasdramer, Zyraph. Too many names. X3
Firstly, before I begin yet another journal, I wish to apologize for the journal flood. In the last three days, I have made five (now six) journals. That's two a day. I'm really sorry about that...but each was needed, including this one.
So, why am I writing yet another journal? Simple...I wish to clarify where the money is actually going for my commissions. Well, to be honest, I burnt a lot of money at IFC. I started out with approximately $400, and $300 of that was in savings. Right now, I have about $100 in savings. That money in savings was for moving out of the house I'm living in currently...so I literally used up $300 for: commissions, food, registration, and anything else. All in three days.
Holy shit, that's not good...especially because $200 was donated to me awhile back by
avilion. Oh, I'm not happy with myself for running through that much money at a time, yet alone some that was donated for a different purpose. However, I did have a wonderful time, and it was the happiest weekend I've had, ever! So, now that I have all of this sorted, and I didn't actually hit $0, what am I going to do now?
Well, that answer is simple. I'm working very hard at work...I've actually gotten at least 15 hours this week out of the two days I've worked so far this week. That is $150 gross pay, but after taxes it'll be roughly $120. That's if I do nothing Friday (and believe me, I'll be doing many things Friday). The other part of that is, some of that ($80) is for my phone, so I'll be spending that next week. Most of the money I earn this week will be gone by the time I get it next week. My phone is priority 1, since I require it for internet access at home (as feeble as it is). Second is saving back for food (that's $30). So, $120 will basically by gone. The rest goes back into savings so that I can move out.
Where will I move, you might ask? I plan to move close to
cithan while he is in college. This means that I'll need a lot of funds in reserves before I move (at least $700). I don't know where I'm going to move to around him, but I'll figure it out. I'll also need a car, or at least some sort of transportation, but I don't have a license yet. I suppose I could get a taxi or something, but I'm not sure if that's the most cost-effective thing. Though, if I'm right in the same town as him, it won't be as bad.
So, I'm saving up funds to move to Cithan. Once I do that, I'll move around him and start saving up funds to help make others happy...doing similar things that
Tealeon has been doing. Supporting amazing artists and getting gifts for others that I feel deserve them...to me, it's not really about the money. It's about making others happy...and if something I do can make that a reality, then I'll do it!
After awhile, I may start saving up for a fursuit...and my reason behind that is, so that I can show the world who I am and show everyone how much I can show love and kindness...I'll admit flat-out, I want to be popular now...I used to not like how many people knew me. It was always such a strain on me, and everyone wanted my attention. It made me depressed and for bits of time even suicidal...trying to play "psychiatric councilor" didn't help either. But, I've changed from that time...in such a way that I embrace so many different things than I used to. I'm more at peace with myself, and I want to bring peace and happiness to everyone I encounter! I just want to show love to everyone...embrace them for who they are, not caring about why they think they don't deserve it...because, in the end, everyone deserves kindness and love. I want to prove that everyone deserves love...because others have proved that I deserve love.
Thanks for reading this...I know I keep submitting so many journals, but this will hopefully be the last one for awhile.
And with that...
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Pricing, Terms
Just let me know if you're interested in a commission! Slots are on a first-come, first-serve timer. If you don't get one in time, I may open up more slots so be patient :3
Take care everyone! <3 I love you all!
So, why am I writing yet another journal? Simple...I wish to clarify where the money is actually going for my commissions. Well, to be honest, I burnt a lot of money at IFC. I started out with approximately $400, and $300 of that was in savings. Right now, I have about $100 in savings. That money in savings was for moving out of the house I'm living in currently...so I literally used up $300 for: commissions, food, registration, and anything else. All in three days.
Holy shit, that's not good...especially because $200 was donated to me awhile back by
avilion. Oh, I'm not happy with myself for running through that much money at a time, yet alone some that was donated for a different purpose. However, I did have a wonderful time, and it was the happiest weekend I've had, ever! So, now that I have all of this sorted, and I didn't actually hit $0, what am I going to do now?Well, that answer is simple. I'm working very hard at work...I've actually gotten at least 15 hours this week out of the two days I've worked so far this week. That is $150 gross pay, but after taxes it'll be roughly $120. That's if I do nothing Friday (and believe me, I'll be doing many things Friday). The other part of that is, some of that ($80) is for my phone, so I'll be spending that next week. Most of the money I earn this week will be gone by the time I get it next week. My phone is priority 1, since I require it for internet access at home (as feeble as it is). Second is saving back for food (that's $30). So, $120 will basically by gone. The rest goes back into savings so that I can move out.
Where will I move, you might ask? I plan to move close to
cithan while he is in college. This means that I'll need a lot of funds in reserves before I move (at least $700). I don't know where I'm going to move to around him, but I'll figure it out. I'll also need a car, or at least some sort of transportation, but I don't have a license yet. I suppose I could get a taxi or something, but I'm not sure if that's the most cost-effective thing. Though, if I'm right in the same town as him, it won't be as bad.So, I'm saving up funds to move to Cithan. Once I do that, I'll move around him and start saving up funds to help make others happy...doing similar things that
Tealeon has been doing. Supporting amazing artists and getting gifts for others that I feel deserve them...to me, it's not really about the money. It's about making others happy...and if something I do can make that a reality, then I'll do it!After awhile, I may start saving up for a fursuit...and my reason behind that is, so that I can show the world who I am and show everyone how much I can show love and kindness...I'll admit flat-out, I want to be popular now...I used to not like how many people knew me. It was always such a strain on me, and everyone wanted my attention. It made me depressed and for bits of time even suicidal...trying to play "psychiatric councilor" didn't help either. But, I've changed from that time...in such a way that I embrace so many different things than I used to. I'm more at peace with myself, and I want to bring peace and happiness to everyone I encounter! I just want to show love to everyone...embrace them for who they are, not caring about why they think they don't deserve it...because, in the end, everyone deserves kindness and love. I want to prove that everyone deserves love...because others have proved that I deserve love.
Thanks for reading this...I know I keep submitting so many journals, but this will hopefully be the last one for awhile.
And with that...
COMMISSION SLOTS:
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3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.
Pricing, Terms
Just let me know if you're interested in a commission! Slots are on a first-come, first-serve timer. If you don't get one in time, I may open up more slots so be patient :3
Take care everyone! <3 I love you all!
And I was shocked when you sent that much cash my way, I could never ask for more...I still feel guilty for touching money from my savings...but if I didn't withdraw for commissions, it would've been for food anyway, heh
I recommend looking up LibreOffice. I use that myself, and it's a nice program ^.=.^
You seem to run on tight budgets which you probably might wanna change a bit until you have saved the money you need. ^^;
So what kinds of poem do you actually write? I've read a few but I don't think I see through them. ^^; And what kind of stories would you write?
If I didn't run on a tight budget, I'd not have even had what money I did have...my family is extremely poor, we're below the poverty line and we can't get any help because "we're not poor enough" so it just complicates things. I'm not going to stop paying for my phone, I'm on a contract and if I pull out now, I'll have to pay a $150 termination fee. Food literally does cost $30 a week, since sometimes I have to pay for my mother's food as well. I've done as much as I can with what I have, and soon I'll have to start paying back college loans (oh god the loans) so I have to be careful in that regard too.
I write many kinds of poems, including structured, freeform, and a combination of both. I can rhyme or not...If you want it, I can probably write it. Stories are a little trickier, but it all depends...I can do anything from just innocent fun, to school, to transformation, to pretty much anything. I could do adult, but I may tack on a fee because I'm not used to writing that just yet.