My apologies!
13 years ago
General
It's been a mix of business and restlessness since I came back from Australia. I haven't really produced no output. I can't get inspired. Looks like I'll have to do what Ursula said in Kiki's Delivery Service and have to find my own inspiration yet again. It's not easy. I hate these bouts of art drought. I have so much ideas, and yet, nothing comes out right, or it comes out shitty.
I owe
kuntos a commission still. And he's been patiently waiting for 2 months now. I apologize. Nothing has been coming out to my standard, and I don't want you to have a sub-par piece. I hope you understand. I will get it done. I don't like it for my customers to wait to long for their art. Don't let this art block deter for my professionalism.
Sydney was cool, but it's good to be back home in America. It's expensive in Sydney! Especially to eat out! Ever since I came back from Australia, though, it's been back to work, and starting to search in jobs in my new field I just graduated from. I've also had this black cloud hanging over my head at various times. It sucks, because that's not me normally. But lately, it's been little shit that's bothered me, and it changes my disposition. It sucks, and I know it's life. I hate being bummed out, and I'd rather be happy. But you can't avoid those pitfalls. Just gotta embrace the good and remember that it's way worse for a lot of people. I'm thankful and blessed and trying to get past those little things that fuck my disposition.
I owe
kuntos a commission still. And he's been patiently waiting for 2 months now. I apologize. Nothing has been coming out to my standard, and I don't want you to have a sub-par piece. I hope you understand. I will get it done. I don't like it for my customers to wait to long for their art. Don't let this art block deter for my professionalism. Sydney was cool, but it's good to be back home in America. It's expensive in Sydney! Especially to eat out! Ever since I came back from Australia, though, it's been back to work, and starting to search in jobs in my new field I just graduated from. I've also had this black cloud hanging over my head at various times. It sucks, because that's not me normally. But lately, it's been little shit that's bothered me, and it changes my disposition. It sucks, and I know it's life. I hate being bummed out, and I'd rather be happy. But you can't avoid those pitfalls. Just gotta embrace the good and remember that it's way worse for a lot of people. I'm thankful and blessed and trying to get past those little things that fuck my disposition.
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you know i'm more than happy to wait regardless ^^ wait is worth it in the end, no? :) having life updates like these are what help keep customers like myself more than happy to do such. :)
job stuff takes a while sadly, just gotta get used tot eh waiting and anxious game life gives us with it. :( hope yer new career and goals ar met soon though :)