You have no right...
13 years ago
SA-X, Walkerfire, Sammonaran, Raiok, Ashanriu, Wasdramer, Zyraph. Too many names. X3
The person knows who they are to spark such a response from me... And no, this isn't one person its aimed at, it's a few... And I'm in a lot of pain.
Hon... I don't know the situation... It's not really my business.... Yes, I do care about you guys... All of you... But dragging me into something like this, is manipulation... I don't want to fight or argue... And to involve anyone in a feud that doesn't involve me or others except you guys, is not a friend... That really is manipulation... I should know.. Did you forget what I told you, two months ago?
[Raiok]
I have been caught in a manipulation ring... And someone hurt a lot of my friends... And destroyed lives, just because he felt he should be like Karma... And what you have involved me in... Is making me shake so violently, I can barely text... I'm losing my job... My income... My life... And you send me this... And destroy the one happy day I had this entire week... No, not destroyed... Shattered... I can't take back what I saw...
[Raiok]
... I'm going to be blunt.. Which is something I rarely do... I won't be able to sleep.. Because you guys sparked my fear from two years ago, of losing everyone and everything I cared about. I was coping with everything else... Until you felt the need to drag me into this. I am sure that if I wasn't shaking in so much fear and anxiety, I would be livid... But you damaged me... I don't care who the fuck started this... But if you guys can't be friends, you've all disproven yourselves as kind and considerate, especially if you feel the need to manipulate others into causing a flame war... I'm appalled... And outraged... It will be a long time before I can consider working up the courage to just speak my mind... But right now, I have to deal with my shaking and chest pains. I hope you're happy... All of you. If you so much as give a damn about me, or others that may be upset about all of this, you will either make amends or sever ties entirely... Because I will not be a victim again... I'm done with shit like this... I will not be involved in drama and manipulation just to cause harm to anyone... It's disgusting... And there is no worse crime, to me.
[Raiok]
If you can't tell, those are text messages. Yes, this person sent it right to my phone... So much hatred and pain, because of something I was not involved in. I am so damaged... I need time... All because of fucking drama... I have a life of my own, and I'm already in a lot of pain, and this shit has to be said. Do you not care about who you hurt? You've lost a LOT of my respect, and I don't think I'll be talking to you again... If this is why you care, you put a horrible face to what Athus stands for... I'm not naming a name, I don't have to or desire to... But you, a manipulator, are a disgrace... And to think I idolized you... It'll be a long time before I want to hear of who you are... To so much as know you exist... You did this to yourself... You reap what you sow...
I'm not going to be here much at all... Not that I have been anyway, but this is exactly why I don't like FA... There are some good furs out there.. But when someone reminds me of so much pain, I had stomach ulcers and anxiety attacks at the time... It's disgusting...
I'm staying away from here... Either get a Google+ account to keep in contact, or... Oh wait, I'm at risk of losing my phone too... Thanks, life!
Please excuse me while I try to relax.. Oh wait...
Hon... I don't know the situation... It's not really my business.... Yes, I do care about you guys... All of you... But dragging me into something like this, is manipulation... I don't want to fight or argue... And to involve anyone in a feud that doesn't involve me or others except you guys, is not a friend... That really is manipulation... I should know.. Did you forget what I told you, two months ago?
[Raiok]
I have been caught in a manipulation ring... And someone hurt a lot of my friends... And destroyed lives, just because he felt he should be like Karma... And what you have involved me in... Is making me shake so violently, I can barely text... I'm losing my job... My income... My life... And you send me this... And destroy the one happy day I had this entire week... No, not destroyed... Shattered... I can't take back what I saw...
[Raiok]
... I'm going to be blunt.. Which is something I rarely do... I won't be able to sleep.. Because you guys sparked my fear from two years ago, of losing everyone and everything I cared about. I was coping with everything else... Until you felt the need to drag me into this. I am sure that if I wasn't shaking in so much fear and anxiety, I would be livid... But you damaged me... I don't care who the fuck started this... But if you guys can't be friends, you've all disproven yourselves as kind and considerate, especially if you feel the need to manipulate others into causing a flame war... I'm appalled... And outraged... It will be a long time before I can consider working up the courage to just speak my mind... But right now, I have to deal with my shaking and chest pains. I hope you're happy... All of you. If you so much as give a damn about me, or others that may be upset about all of this, you will either make amends or sever ties entirely... Because I will not be a victim again... I'm done with shit like this... I will not be involved in drama and manipulation just to cause harm to anyone... It's disgusting... And there is no worse crime, to me.
[Raiok]
If you can't tell, those are text messages. Yes, this person sent it right to my phone... So much hatred and pain, because of something I was not involved in. I am so damaged... I need time... All because of fucking drama... I have a life of my own, and I'm already in a lot of pain, and this shit has to be said. Do you not care about who you hurt? You've lost a LOT of my respect, and I don't think I'll be talking to you again... If this is why you care, you put a horrible face to what Athus stands for... I'm not naming a name, I don't have to or desire to... But you, a manipulator, are a disgrace... And to think I idolized you... It'll be a long time before I want to hear of who you are... To so much as know you exist... You did this to yourself... You reap what you sow...
I'm not going to be here much at all... Not that I have been anyway, but this is exactly why I don't like FA... There are some good furs out there.. But when someone reminds me of so much pain, I had stomach ulcers and anxiety attacks at the time... It's disgusting...
I'm staying away from here... Either get a Google+ account to keep in contact, or... Oh wait, I'm at risk of losing my phone too... Thanks, life!
Please excuse me while I try to relax.. Oh wait...
I feel your pain master [well, in a way... ]
Bud, if there's anything you can do to stay happy, strive for it. Anything that makes you happy, just do it. Ignore everything else until you feel better or it all blows over. Maybe both. That's the best advice I can give...