My life is more like CTRL+C CTRL+P

Awwww. C'mon, there must be a single thing you would change only :3

copy and print?
mine is more like CTRL+ C CTRL + V

i dunno i cant think of anything id undo.. i love learning from my mistakes...and learning from events as much as i didn't like them...

Yah!

So there are multiple prints out there posing as you? :{

OMG clones! o___O

Joining the furry fandom.

XD

Nope, just kidding.

Then, which one? :3

I think none of them.

All the wrong events of my life have taken me where I am, and right now I am very well, so I would feel like not wanting to change any bad events from my life.

Not even a single, small, tiny one? 83

Newp. I think people wanting to change the past are those who are not happy with the present, even though negative events haunt me at night and give me nightmares (I have quite a few I would to erase actually) I think it would affect my current situation.

Is he butterfly effect, what if I erase an event of my past life? I might change all that sorrounds me.

I agree with you wholly. I don't live with regrets because they are the reason why everything is as it is.

Well, the actions are, anyway.

They help us to mature :3

Exactly. We can't take away bad events because they made us feel bad.

I'm afraid i hafta agree...the trick iwitm mistakes is learning from them...


honestly, the only time i'd use ctrl-z is in painting....where i actually find myself making the keystrokes in mid-air. yeah, i'm that much of a computrer geek

I use it there as well only, and thanks for agreeing with me!

In fact, it seems many people did!

Which is amazingly surprising X3 I am happy!

I'd have moved my bag upstairs during a trip out of town last December. I'd have most of my saving and my credit card wouldn't be maxed out because someone wouldn't have gone through my bag and removed something very, very important that I needed for an interview with the state. -_-;
Everything else, for good or ill, shaped me to be who I was before that made me bitter.

Did you solve that interview later, then? o__O

I got cut off from state benefits thanks to that interview and didn't get to fix the problem until after all my money was gone. Then someone stole the final check I was supposed to get before I got a new job once the problem from the interview was fixed.
My credit card is maxed because my savings dried up when all that went down.

I'm starting to sound like a bad country song. -_-;

Well, when things go bad enough, they can only get better ^^;;

That's what I keep chanting. heh

You will realize it's true ^^

Right now? Signing on to a 3 year cell phone contract. WHY DOES A BETTER PLAN ALWAYS COME OUT RIGHT AFTER I DO THAT!

That's what the early cancellation fee is for. It's pricey, but cheaper than being stuck for 3 years.

ya but i dont really HAVE $300 for the ECF. :<

But youcould just not use the cell phone for some months and save ^^

But i still have to pay the $25 a month for my plan... :<

*Rubs head* Time travel always made my head hurt T^T

Time paradox rules! :D

I divided by zero OH shi----
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I divided by zero OH shi----
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I divided by zero OH shi----
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I divided by zero OH shi----
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>_<

College. I wish I had gone.

I had mistakenly assumed in high school that if you did really well that the scholarships would come to you. I didn't know you had to go out and pursue them yourself and the school counselors didn't really go to any attempt to help you there. This was before the Internet (yes, there was such a time) so information on scholarships was limited. As a result I did very well in school and.... nothing.

I know if I had gone to college that I would probably be making double my current income.

That said, however, it also means I probably wouldn't have driven trucks for years, worked in a variety of interesting jobs including a puzzle maker and amusement park ride operator. I might be richer, but I don't know that I would be *happier*.

So all in all, I would have liked to gone to college, but I don't think I would want to give up what I did instead either.

Oh, and I've met KatMaxis! That's worth the price of admission right there alone.

you know I went through college...well alot of it..I couldn't get my BA in it...but I got close but ran out of funds...now I am in debt out my ears...and just no way I can get the job I wanted yet...probably will be awhile till I can...at this point I am geting worse pay than I am at usual places...I would want to work at a real career job like art, but graphic design no one accepts me in it. so not always when you go to college means you get a better paying job.

Just wondering..... can't you enroll in college right now? :3

Well, I agree with  james_corck HOWEVER! To humor this fun little journal, I would have to say.......Selling my old video game systems. I know thats pretty petty but I find myself longing for them and now they're all coming back and starting to be WAY expensive. *sigh* I know I could just get an emulator but its not the saaaaaaaame. Nrgh!

Fun journal!! I like these kinds of journals!! ^_~

It seems people like to express their thoughts :3

going to linguistics... I should have done informatics, now I have thrown away 2 years of my life.... at least now I get to live alone in Germany, yay

Deciding to start part of this big project TODAY.

:B

Durrr.

What kind of big project do you mean? :3

THE BIG PROJECT OF LIFE? :D

LOL

No, it's a senior project. :S I have a ton of work to finish today... oh well! I'm almost done with the school year~ 8D

OMg, you will be a girl with a degree! :3 And a diploma!

OMg, you will be a girl with a degree! :3 And a diploma!

Nothing, really, but I would have rather not gone to High School. It was stupid and boring and I had no friends.

But you got a degree, ne? :3

I got a diploma, yes.. but.. x.X.

I'd have avoided a legal matter.

Which one? o.o

The most severe one that someone has had, and they are different from one or another. Mine is just a small one, but still something I wished I avoided...

its funny, sometimes when im drawing in the traditional way i do the the "Ctrl + Z" motion with my fingers X'D;;;

i guess it happens 8[

Uhm, paying better attention to traffic to avoid a life threatening situation to me and a friend. Nothing happened luckily but I haven't touched a steering wheel since. :P ADD sucks. ;)

You know what they say when you almost die on a swimming pool: Jump in the water the same next day

If you don't drive soon again,you will never do it ^^;

Well, having save states might be fun, just so you can go through say, the same week (or long enough to travel anywhere) and just see how many different possible endings there are, especially once you've learned everything. XD

...of course, seeing how much bad happens would kinda' suck. Still, the learning experience would probably be worth it! Particularly if Blll Murray was there. ;)

Think  James_Corck has got my opinion covered... although sometimes I wish we hadn't left London and moved to the North, but then again I cant stand cockneys so theres good/ bad points to it!

I'd say wasting 5 years of my life devoting myself to someone who wound up deciding I wasn't worth her time.

Pretty big CTRL+Z moment there... Suffice it to say my ex and I are no longer on speaking terms. But, I'm happy with my love now and planning my life out... So I guess without the CTRL+Z moments you wouldn't have and CTRL+S moments either. <3

I SECOND THIS NOTION.

My ex cheated on me with my friend when I was in the next room sleeping! I even bought her the plane ticket to get there!

But if it wasn't for that, i wouldn't have left him and met my current sweetheart. Every good thing has a moment you'd like to CTRL Z but without it happening who knows where you'd be. I'd probably still be in the next room sleeping.

That was more an Alt + F4 than a Ctrl Z o.o

Yeah, definitely.

Still, I wouldn't ALT+F4 my whole life for anything.

OOPS. Sorry, I think i brought a terrible story into a more lighthearted conversation. MY BAD D: I guess I'd ctrl Z when Chunks died. I think that's more like it.

Hubiera pasado más tiempo con mi hemanito, en el 2010 ya me voy de la ciudad a estudiar, y temo que cuando lo vuelva a ver no se acuerde de mi 8C

hice muchas cosas que no debi hacer pero sin eso no seria ni estaria como estoy, asi que no cambiaria nada x3
o weno quiza no haber botado la botella de cocacola en la laptop de alguien <-<;

Espero que estuviera en garantia ^^;

no D: fue mucho relajo

Hmmmm one decision I wish I didnt make. Weird, I actually cant think of one where i wish i didnt do it, all those decisions made me who i am today and im happy with myself and the way things are going. I guess it has something to do with one of my favorite quotes. "ill never look back, ive got no regrets, because time doesnt wait for me, i choose to go my own way"

I would have been a LOT more mature and focused in college. I still wanna go back.

Being an irresponsible, extravagant, lazy and overall stupid person since I started college... I just wish I could go back to my last year of high school and start college all over. =(

And what kind of person are you now? :3

...average by social standards =x good enough I suppose.

yup a few

A certain one you want to mention? 83

lol no not open but I guess oyu know already

The only somewhat recent event I would crtl+z was not having removed my storm mask from my coat before going to Frankfurt in January.

Emo would now say: ALT+F4 :P
I'm pretty happy with my decisions, and don't regret any so far. So no need for CTRL+Z ;)

At least that's not Ctrl + Alt + Supr! 83

I would rather like to have two other commands at hand; [CTRL]+[A] and [SHIFT]+[DELETE]

What do they do? o___O;;

Select all, and REMOVE FOREVER.

CHICAGO-Lollie said it, select all and remove forever.

oh but it is true though...if I didn't go through the experiences...I wouldn't be here...probably be somewhere else and not have met the people I did or have the friends I have today.

granted sure I wish alot of things were changed...especially when I was way younger...but neh...I won't get into the details of the matter. ><

I think it's the hindu spirit of re-incarnation :]

Ctrl + z on being myself

Oh god I have too many D:

Actually the years 0-10 of my life have nothing but memories which make me bitter and sad. The best friend I had destroyed part of my life and her mother ruined my aunties life, my relatives I was close to from that period backstabbed my immediate family in recent years. I had to move from one country to another and had a pretty hard time adjusting. In fact I think just a simple delete would do :3

But don't you think those horrible years helped to make you the good person you're now? :3

I'm only good to those who deserve it though X3

the one event that's cause a bunch of problems and grief I would really like to undo is what's lead various people and myself to the points we're at now, and I kind of like where I am at currently, just not how I got here.

Birthplace: Ctrl+Z
Edit: Other side of the country, plz. Boyfriend's over thar.

But, boyfriend aside, would you have liked to grow up in that other side? :3

I don't know o-o can't really say yes or no since I've no idea what it'd have been like. Every other reason I want to be over there, like the big cities and such, would just seem normal if I grew up around them.

I'd rock Cmd Z. :} And... uh... I think I'd undo all the laziness that I was allowed to laze when I was really little, got me into the bad attitude of lazing all the time. :<

I kinda agree with James_Corck.
I'm sure if I changed the one thing I would i would have never of met the person I'm in love with today...

So yea the one thing I guess I would change if we would still be together was move to the place I now live from where I was before I did (my folks let me choose if we would move or not)

Balance, balance :]

getting an AMP'D mobile phone and going $400 in debt within five months of getting the phone...

OMG, how often do you call? xD;;

lol it wasnt that, i had unlimited minutes, but i had a second line added to it for my ex and he never payed his half of the bill. he was also constantly downloading games and music. much grr at him. much grr indeed.

my life is more Ctrl + Alt + Z Z Z Z

my biggest one is letting other people get me into/ make my derisions for me, that and ever getting an account with US bank I do not suggest them

Did they take your money or something? o__O;

they gave me an over draft fee when I was low on funds and then 3 others for good measure and then charged me a dollar every day till I was back in the positives till I was -$364.65

Habría saltado del maldito helicóptero X3

¿Lo que? o.o

Si, saltar y caer en la arena caliente habría resuelto muchos problemas X3

when life is full of mistakes and regrets, how do you choose just one?

and if you chose to change one, would you remember it and not try to change it back at a later time?

Paradox is a bitch, the only way it'd work is you'd ahve to remember what it was that changed, and be able to look at BOTH sides objectively.

which most people are incapable of doing.

so, IF I could change something and rememeber the change and look at it objectively and see I made the right choice the second time around?

I would have gotten fixed before I started having sex with my now ex-wife. we never would have had children, and my heart would not have shattered, and I wouldn't have spent the last 8 years completely fucking alone in deep regret/depression.

the only problem with that is not having had my kids in the first place. the world is a beter place with my daughter in it. I can;t undo taht.

I guess some decisions we make, have possitive and negative effects... and in this certain case, even considering all the pain you have felt and how you were hurt, your daughter seems to be worth :]

to the world? yes. she's VERY smart, and VERY pretty...

to me? no. her mother walked out on us when my daughter was 2 MONTHS old, she was taken away from me when she was 8 months old. it'll be 8 in October.

I used to hear from her foster/adoptive parents for a while (first two years) then I got third had info till I had to leave Georgia 2 years ago. she skipped from kindergarten to the second grade.

she's proof that I'm not a COMPLETE waste of space. but one has a hard time convincing one's self to the contrary 99% of the time.

I dunno, I like learning from my mistakes actually.

But, I'll throw in answer anyway.

I wish I could do that to get games/consoles I've sold long time ago, yeah geeky I know >_> I just miss my Game Boy Color ;_; (I don't know if I actually sold it though, if not it's lost probably)

That, or undo after eating. More tasty nomnomnomness. D:

Whenever I write on paper, if I mess up I'm automatically like "UND-SHIT" DDDD: It needs to be a real life option D:

Is it too personal to ask you what did happen to fuck it up so much? ^^;

Distance never helps, that's for sure :[ Well, I'm sad to know you weren't able to solve it while you had the chance to, but, as you said, now this has been worth to learn from the experience :3

puedo pensar en varios momentos que cambiaria...

I've read so many books and watched so many movies that there is very little I'd like undone in my life, because all are the sum total of who I am, now. Many things I could erase, would mean I'd loose good things as well. There are only two things I really, really wish I could undo. Joining the one Yugioh, Yahoo group is one. I was only on it for three days, when the owner flat out, virtually, beat me senseless, then kicked my prostrate, unconscious, and badly bleeding body, a couple more times, just for good measure. To this day, I have no idea what I did to provoke such a hate-filled reaction.

The other involves missing half my senior year by being sent for part of the day to a vocational school. It was done simply because the Special Education teacher couldn't be bothered to put up with me, any longer. The irony is, while I learned a great deal about taking care of dogs, (They ran a small grooming and kennel program), I failed it; not because I didn't try hard enough, but because I caught a very serious error, one that both the teachers missed. They punished me for it, because I made them look bad.

And even those events helped to make you become the person you're now :3

I oftenm think something like "Oh, I should not have done this!" But over time everything will become fine again and that's okay with me

Hrrrrrrrrrrrrm~~~

i would DIE without 'Ctrl + Z' when digi drawing/colouring......... but for life...? yeah mebbe there are a few things i would.. ^^-; but that's another story~

Why not to tell me that story, hon? :3 I'm all ears

hahahahahahnoooooooooes you'll have to wait for the DEV message X'3 *LOLz n runs away* X'D




which i hope to do 2day :'3

I can't wait 83 *sits there, with popcorns*

i always wanted to have Ctrl + Z.

but most thing i ever regret is almost 4 months ago.... and i will just say it is love thing ... ( sadly i regret it )

Not feeling like sharing it public here? ^^ To get it off your chest may help :]

i would share it, to release my chest, but i know i will be judged ...

I know I wouldn't judge.

well ...
starting from beginning... im a Bi -oriental.
then again i prefer F then M but still... there was one guy that i know for a bit time. After a month or maybe bit more, not sure, he asked me can we be more then friends.
there is where i started thinking... he told me he is 17, from other country - not too far but still far enough - and, ... i thought .. damn .. we can try i cant fall in love over internet :S ant only 3 years of difference is not big deal.
after one more month i realy started to like him ... but then like a lightning from a clear sky ... he asked me ... am i OK for his ages?? - i was ... yea why not ?
then he asked me well cos he is 15 and turning 16 in a year.

well then i was WOOOOOOOOOOOO...........

i felt dirty ... after few days he bought camera and then i saw him on msn...
(( not to say hes cute and all that ... but damn he is tooo young ))

after few min he realised in our conversation history that he really sad 17 .. he was sorry ...

now i still like him ... but ... cant let my self to do that ...

that is what i would like to undo

Wow thats a doozy.... I've had little girls do the same to me... I hate it when kids lie on the internet to get dates....If some one asks I tell them my real age... And I will until I hit 30. Meh at least you guys can still be friends.

i hope we will ... im a bit suspicious about that

Hmm lets see.......... Um... Well the most recent one would be at school 3 days ago when I was hitting on a girl I like and I er um......... I got a hard on and one of her male friends decided to point it out.... Yah Ctrl + Z it and let me redo it thinking of cake instead of her....... Or something thats not going to turn me on..... Yeah needless to say... Chances ruined... And schools ending soon... Looks like another lonely summer.

Well, look at it this way: At least the girl knows she turns you on.... and maybe that gives you a chance later :3

lol to bad its the end of the year and shes in grade 12 lol.... Probably never see her again... Oh well... Although yesterday I coaght her staring at me smiling when her friend made fun of her for it lol... Perhaps theres a chance.... I have 3 school days left.. The race is on. lol

my decision not to spent $600 to that bastard who lie to me T-T