Well, I ain't gonna lie. It was a shitty October. Car accident, forced resignation from work, a breakdown of sorts, and getting turned down a job for the zoo. Such is life, can't gripe too much about this. But to me, it seemed one of those reasons to indulge in self-pity, like why is this happening to me? A good guy who, while not a saint at all, doesn't deserve to be kicked down repetitively.

Recently though, I've tried to stay positive and because of this, I've gotten a chance to break a 4-month art block and finish up two commissions for  kuntos and another client. and that have been waiting patiently for a long time for. I've been applying and sending my resumes to different clinics in the hopes someone hires me. They'd be a fool not to choose me. I'm a great worker! So, crossing my fingers I hear back from someone.

It gives me a bit of an ego boost, as well as personal joy, when I get commented and lots of faves for my works. So, especially to my "fans" who have followed and faved my works constantly, I thank you. (Not sure if I have a fan following, how can you tell?)

So, just like my heroes 311 preach, stay positive! It's hard, and it's not easy, but during moments like a high art turnout or having lunch with a friend, there's always a light that breaks through the darkness.

One more thing, I'm gonna stay off Xbox Live for a bit, it seems everytime I challenge someone, they're loads better than me and it's cost me two controllers already lol. Ha ha! Stupid d-pad! XD

God Bless.