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Dragoness Pinup or Custom Dragon Design Auction?
13 years ago
I've gotten a good deal of interest in both of these two subjects from people asking about commissions.
I want to offer one soon but I'm having a tough time deciding.
Any opinions? What would you like to see offered first?
Also, my apologies for vanishing lately... Most my time has been spent learning 3D modeling and animation and 2D art has been on the back burner this past month. Plus, I kinda sorta got stabbed in the back pretty hard recently so my faith in humanity has plummeted to an all time low along with my interest to interact with people. I've been fucked over so many times and there are so many haters I just feel... Overwhelmed really.
I'm one of the nicest people there is, yet I keep finding myself being made into an enemy by various people who end up getting close to me and it breaks my heart. Losing the one person who you thought would always be there is kinda the breaking point though.
But you know, I shouldn't let one person affect me so... especially when they have quite the history of being a douchebag to people for no reason. But I overlooked that so eagerly because of how nice they were to ME and all the secrets we'd share. All the talk of being friends forever and never being able to get rid of each other. Still hurts though.
Hurts a lot.
"Don't pick up a snake and expect not to get bitten"
I know I'll be better in the end for having them out of my life. But damn, right now I just have the overwhelming desire to hole myself up alone somewhere and lick my wounds so to speak. I need time to reflect.
I wish I could start over.
I want to offer one soon but I'm having a tough time deciding.
Any opinions? What would you like to see offered first?
Also, my apologies for vanishing lately... Most my time has been spent learning 3D modeling and animation and 2D art has been on the back burner this past month. Plus, I kinda sorta got stabbed in the back pretty hard recently so my faith in humanity has plummeted to an all time low along with my interest to interact with people. I've been fucked over so many times and there are so many haters I just feel... Overwhelmed really.
I'm one of the nicest people there is, yet I keep finding myself being made into an enemy by various people who end up getting close to me and it breaks my heart. Losing the one person who you thought would always be there is kinda the breaking point though.
But you know, I shouldn't let one person affect me so... especially when they have quite the history of being a douchebag to people for no reason. But I overlooked that so eagerly because of how nice they were to ME and all the secrets we'd share. All the talk of being friends forever and never being able to get rid of each other. Still hurts though.
Hurts a lot.
"Don't pick up a snake and expect not to get bitten"
I know I'll be better in the end for having them out of my life. But damn, right now I just have the overwhelming desire to hole myself up alone somewhere and lick my wounds so to speak. I need time to reflect.
I wish I could start over.
as for pin up or auction... i think i'd like to see designs since your designs are beautiful.
pin-up methinks. I'd go for it. >>;
I don't know if this is part of the community or part of everything ever, but it astonishes me somewhat how fast people move through friends. I mean, one moment you're super close, fast forward a year later, you're mortal enemies? It boggles my mind, and sure happens to me as well.
I'm sorry, I made like... NO sense and kind of went off on a tangent.
It's good that you're acknowledging the time you had together and that you grew as a person from it.
I really hope you'll be okay. 8(
Thanks Oni :)
As for your art question, I'd vote for the dragoness pinup, although I'd love to see an auction for an original design. The only thing holding me back from voting on that is my inability to bid. I'd LOVE to see what you and the client would come up with for that though.
So.
Dragoness pinup! <3
Best wishes coming round to feeling more yourself again.<3 Happy arting!
Oh, and you already know how much I'm dying to get a dragon lady from you. <3 Though, your feral pin-ups are pretty sexy..
And haha, thanks :) I do try. I just don't see a point in being a dick to people. Would rather brighten someone's day than darken it.
I do feel like I need to find new people to talk to so I can move on more easily from all these GROSS EMOTIONS though dsafgsdf. I'm sure I'll forget about ms. douche soon enough but new friends certainly help speed along the process.
That being said if you were interested in talking sometime I could share my super secret messenger info via note or some such.
BUT ONLY IF YOU WANT..
I don't really know what happened to you, but I'm in a similar boat, and it's been taking a toll on me too. Just try to keep your head up the best you can and keep in mind that there are usually someone out there than can be a good, if not an amazing friend in comparison to whoever you just had trouble with.
I can't say much for the commission/auction thing as I am to broke to get anything (CURSE YOU CHRISTMAS!!)
*brofist from a fellow 3D/2D Animation Student*
also, "Don't pick up a snake and expect not to get bitten" I do this most days, I pick up my corn snake, and I expect to never be bitten cause she's the laziest and most complacent animal i've ever seen...
Yeah, I'm only in close contact with one person at the moment but even just that helps a ton. People are both the poison and the antidote.