Haitus for a bit.
13 years ago
I wrote this journal http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4332052/ to explain how I feel and I have just three people who care about me. The rest who know me and talk to me hardly ever reads my journals of bad days I had...or how I am feeling. I feel like I am being pushed away...I even went on Skype to talk with one of you guys but...you guys never commented me for like hours I gave up. Cause I know they are either not in the mood to talk to me....but they seem like in the mood to chat with other people. Sorry but its true...its really hurting to be on here to talk with you guys cause you guys never come and say hey how are you or you doing okay. I had to say that to you guys but when ever I feel sad or hurt at home and write it in my journal none of you commented. Except 3 people who did are on that journal the third one talked with me on notes.
I guess writing that journal is a waste of my time! So I probably wasted you guy's time as well. Well don't worry you guys can do all that. I myself will be Haitus on here.
Hope you all enjoy yourselves.:( Cause I am tired of being the nice guy on here...
I guess writing that journal is a waste of my time! So I probably wasted you guy's time as well. Well don't worry you guys can do all that. I myself will be Haitus on here.
Hope you all enjoy yourselves.:( Cause I am tired of being the nice guy on here...
lionmane
~lionmane
aww dont go i am here yes i know i have been busy and i have had little time to chat with you for that i am sorry jake
DarkSnake52
~darksnake52
OP
Your fine your one of the three on my journal who cares the others however don't give a shit so why I should give a shit about them or here. So don't be sorry...every time I am on here no one wants to say hi or anything.:< They say oh I wanted to try and be friends but when I TRY they don't want to.:/ So screw it I am tired of being the nice guy and just taking it cause I am not taking it anymore!
lionmane
~lionmane
i understand jake but you should not let it get to you leo plase stay on fa chat with those you know care such as me any others of the 3 you i know care jake
DarkSnake52
~darksnake52
OP
I am staying still I just want a break...as much as I want to chat...I right now just want a break here. Tell Rose for me I tried for me....she did tell me I shouldn't let any of this bother me but....its ripping my heart up...
lionmane
~lionmane
i know jake *hugs you tighty* i fully understand
DarkSnake52
~darksnake52
OP
Thanks. *hugs* Could you tell Rose for me about this....I need to get off now....see ya.
lionmane
~lionmane
i will jake
DarkSnake52
~darksnake52
OP
Thanks...see ya.
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