So i couldn't sleep and really wanted to get a little fuzzy with my often ignored pal alcohol.... on that note this journal is most likely a bad idea.

for those i know that may read this under aged, alcohol is making this massively difficult to type without going over 5 to 6 times a word. It's a good excuse to act out your wants but can easily get you in deep trouble (edited that from a very bad phrase)

yeah, drunken journal is a bad idea and may be hard to follow.

Anyway, for those maybe 5 that will ever read this. Alcohol may reduce the barriers you impose from doing stupid things but it can free you to try things you would think are equally stupid but turn out great. use with caution is a given. I can thank 55seddel for my recent cognitive refresh as he's a wonderful conversationalist and unquestionably intelligent.

Just spend five minutes with Seddel on skype and you'll be voting for him in a few years, as the furries inevitably form a voting population within the liberal population. (and Seddel is amazingly intellectual.)

*takes a break to get a full glass of water to prevent a hangover for the meet tomorrow*

I wanted to revisit being tipsy and think i overshot to the point where seeing one thing is difficult (thank you the last of my sapphire gin and Pinnacle Vodka. Wanted to see how that affected my ability to put digital pen to digital paper and as usual find that i'm throwing down lines (and text in this case) easily without apprehension of how it will be judged by my peers. It's an odd advantage to find yourself unafraid of drawing. Even in this inebriated and totally honest state, i'm not sure what's up with my apprehension over
being artistic.

oh, quick shoutout to http://np.ironhelmet.com for a fun game that will turn colleagues and friends into distrusting each other and backstabbing... thanks to my new workplace that is a bunch of gamers and love this kinda stuff: http://redstorm.com/
Anyway, i digress.

... i'll probably delete this when i remember i posted it.

Till then stay true to your furry selves, yiffy or not, and be awesome as you usually are. Just remember to pull in someone looking to be a part of things under your 'wing' (not everyone's avian). We only grow as furries by being generous and kind when we become popular, whether we intended to or not.

and in keeping with the alcohol induced state i'm in ... WHATEVER... i dont care what you think.

ketchara is freaking awesome and a better mate than i could imagine. ill sometimes think it's all a big joke and someone's pulling my leg, she's that awesome.

[edits and fixes pending as i sober and fix mistakes, before i delete this whole 'darn' effort]

I'm going back to drawing my penis and taking another swig. Have fun my wonderful furries!