Hello again everyone No anger, no rage, no fury, I have none of these feelings today. It's mother's day and another year after my own mothers death. You know I've never really shared that with anyone here. I could only really feel sad today, and yet I went out to a movie had a wonderful dinner, still at the end of the day I can't help but feel sad. It's not the day I lost her, but today more than others just makes me miss her a lot. She was someone special to a lot of people in her own life. She and I didn't see eye to eye on a lot of things, and it's not like I never got to say sorry for them or I didn't get to say that I loved her enough. It's just it felt like it wasn't her time and doctors didn't care. I don't know but playing a blame game doesn't feel right either. I'm doing my best to try to honor her memory but I don't think I've been doing the best I could at that as of late. I know a few things I can do to pick up honoring her it's unfortunately not going to start here. End of June is new deadline for my Fursona. I haven't worked on it in a while still coming along slowly I like where it's going but still slowly. If you read this thanks for letting me put my mind at ease a little, and I hope you had a good mothers day that was enjoyable and that your enjoyed your time together. If you didn't read anything here other than updates, what ever hope you're happy.