i always seem to find myself thinking; about the past, present, future, how things would have turned out if i would have done something differently, how if i were in the world of one of my fandoms. I have a million and one thoughts in my head at all times. it gets loud and crowded in my head most days. but the one time i seem to find my clarity is when i'm writing. I can put down anything and not feel like it's going to be judged. only because i know no one is ever going to read it. i live in my little shell and hide when something new comes along. with everything in my life changing though, i find myself stuck. i'm not writing anymore and all my thoughts are just pushing me back farther into my shell. i've come a long way yes, but i'm starting to take steps backwards and i'm not sure how to change that :/ if anyone has an idea, i'd love to hear it.