I have had a recent thought, that has lead to a decision, I dont care if people think it's reckless or stupid but I have the determination to see it through.

I will see my mate this summer, even if I have to starve myself, pinch pennies to the extreme

Going to bed some night depressed and sad that I cant be with him and that its been 6 months since we saw eachother is too long, I cant stand the thought of not being able to have some time to be with him and hang out together.

As God as my witness I will visit him, I love him too much and miss him too much.

If you are reading this hun, I hope you feel the same and are just as determined to have me there.


Your birdy
-Skystrider