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Feeling Suicidal
12 years ago
Title says it all, between not having enough work/hours to pay the bills, being single, lonely, hungry at times and rather friendless (even being told today how some people feel about me).
I feel like suicide is looking like a answer to everything right now.
I feel like suicide is looking like a answer to everything right now.
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I guess try taking a breaking a break from the pc and going for a walk or finding something to do outside...fresh air often helps me feel better.
I know me and you do not talk much not hang out, but here are my thoughts on your journal...
First off, there is always a way out to any tough situation...Think of it as a big opportunity in disguise. Seek out that path and find your way out through its darkness.
I understand there are financial issues and all I can say there is to keep looking and hopefully that situation turns around soon.
As far as being single and lonely, I have been there through most of my life and have gotten down and depressed many times. Every time it happened though, I remembered that I have my whole life ahead of me and I continue to move on to see what happens...see what surprises hit me.
Going back a bit, sure not everyone fits into a particular social group, but that does not mean you should just give up...Find another social outlet and try and connect. I know you are still with MNFurs, but you can explore elsewhere too.
As far as suicide goes, I will be straight to the point with you on this...Suicide is never the answer to anything. Think of everyone you will also hurt and damage in that whole process. However, if you decide to go through with it, you walk that path alone...
Don't consider this Sky, there are still people out there that care a out you.
~ Drake M.
I've heard it said that suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem...That thought scares me
There are times that I look back to the darker times when I wanted to off myself and see now that I made those little problems into bigger then they really were.
When it came to money, I stopped spending it on stupid things i didn't need. Got rid of the amount of junk food that I was allowed to have. Said that I didn't need that game right now and can get it a bit later. Even when it came to my job I bringing me down I just delt with it and went looking for more and better work. I now work at a factory that I love working at and even if I don't get that many days off I get paid a lot, get medical/dental, and feel better about myself. Stuff got better after time and even if my life is still shit, I know that things will and are getting better. You wake up and say nasty things about yourself, say one negative thing after another, you will only attract more of that negative energy and make yourself hate yourself more.
As for the friend thing and being alone, I would give you my number and say text me when you need someone to talk to but who ever I give my number to always feels like they talk too much or feel odd that I don't text first or other random thing so I don't get it out that much anymore. I can't really offer any advice because I don't do much with the few friends that I have. Hell, when was the last time we talked in person or on SL The only thing that I can tell ya is to go out and get a new hobby or something. Get back on SL, go to more fur meets, or just start going to the local game store and try playing a table top game or something. Ask the owners of the store if anyone is looking for more players and they will show you the list or ask you what game you want to play and hook you up.
Things will get better bro.