Happy new year:

Jolyra, For being a wonderful grandmother. helping me grow up and stand on my own since i was kicked out last year.

Meg (tsuki), For being a good sister, and a damn good friend. even though we get on eachothers nerves. thats bound to happen.

Brad, For being a uncle i wanted growing up. even though you are quiet and some times annoying, yesterdays walk helped know you better.

 Generalrazor Happy new years bazz. Im sorry for not being a good friend, and having a few month span in out talking. But i hope to make it my new year resolution to be a better friend.

 KarmaAi Hppy new years to you to man. I also have good news. I will see you at FWA, and e will have our Hard rock Cafe tradition. Heh March can come around fast enough. Thank you for being a good friend to. :)

 Ryo-Aki Happy new years to you. :) Even though we hardly talk i do have respect for you bc you are an very open person. Thank you for being a good friend.

 Reborn_Scale Happy new years! I know i havent talked to you in a while but you have (almost. still feel bad) not left my memory. :)

 Mont Happy new years. and you just being a fox... yea. :) thanks for being a friend man.

 GeekyWereWulf Happy new years Jon. I hope all is going well in Utah. It was fun knowing you in person before you moved. Tell the family happy new years for me too.

 gaco200608 Happy new years to you Brax. I hope to see your butt soon. Huskys need husky friends. lol

And my baby girl Freya. I love yu very much. Just i dont think i will be able to handle you when you full grown. (my puppy)

For those i didnt list off, I also wish you a happy new year and to the people i knew and encountered this year. how ever small made each day a little more bearable.

Its funny really. In one year i have been able to do so much. I lost 143 pounds, and pretty much my whole wardrobe. :/ Gained a few good friends, and lost a few. lost my bio family, (good) and gained a new family which im very proud to call my own. A stable job, i dont smoke, when i have several others around me. smile without fear. stand on my own with others fighting me. My art growing in to something i want to do. expanding my knowlge on life. And on of the hardest things that im still working with. . . Talking. Just being able to open up to someone and let my heart be broken again. with my new family im still having to work on that. My heart was shattered, and after so long you get used to that and that become your reality. no longer and its taking time.

So i wish you all a Happy new years, and my resolution this year will to be happy. Thats it. just to be happy. Nothing fancy, nor extravagant. Wish me a 365 day struggle for that.

Much love to all of you. <3

P.S.

I also apologize for my rant. i just needed to vent bc i just felt it was needed. so no need to worry. And no im not bi polar, or depressed. Just throwing that out there. just got alot on my plate sometimes.