For Alunis
12 years ago
I am blocked, in every way. But I thought you should see this Alunis, so I hope you do. Here:
Alunis. I understand you being mad at me, hating me even, or still having feelings and being distraught to hear things like this. Hate me. Fine. But please do not shut yourself out from the rest of the world... You're a good person... I hear you have reclused but that you have found someone important to you.
I understand you needing room.
But I am begging you Alu. Keep living with your friends family and people that care about you.
I will leave you to yourself and I will not message you again.
Don't let me ruin things.
Don't let what Luna and I have ruin things.
We wanted to tell you so that you weren't surprised and blindsided by it. We wanted to make sure it was US who told you and not some art piece, not one of our friends, not one of our family. We wanted to give you the respect you deserved, and made sure you knew.
Forgive me for what I have done.
Goodbye.
Alunis. I understand you being mad at me, hating me even, or still having feelings and being distraught to hear things like this. Hate me. Fine. But please do not shut yourself out from the rest of the world... You're a good person... I hear you have reclused but that you have found someone important to you.
I understand you needing room.
But I am begging you Alu. Keep living with your friends family and people that care about you.
I will leave you to yourself and I will not message you again.
Don't let me ruin things.
Don't let what Luna and I have ruin things.
We wanted to tell you so that you weren't surprised and blindsided by it. We wanted to make sure it was US who told you and not some art piece, not one of our friends, not one of our family. We wanted to give you the respect you deserved, and made sure you knew.
Forgive me for what I have done.
Goodbye.
Alunis
~alunis
For what it is worth, Thareal... even now... as I type this to you... a small piece of you has never left me. Every morning when I start my computer... I still have to type in that one word - Ithnal. But then... perhaps I was clinging onto something I should've let go a long time ago. Perhaps it's time to change that password once and for all...
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