I don't even care anymore..... from now on I'm just going to type up whatever the frack I want to in this stupid journal that nobody reads. Anything I want. That's right, no rules, no censorship, just pure unbridled mindless self indulgence for all my fuzzy luvin' audience to behold (even if they only exist in my mind). Not even my horrifying self-stupifying behaviorally inherited paranoia is going to stop me now. Oh no no no, not this time my freeky-deeky spook spotting OCD other side. This time its all Me.....and um.....yeah I'm gonna say whatever I want.....whenever I want and I'm not going to think twice before I hit these mother-flipping keys. Even if I've always been an extremely emotional, socially sensitive, introverted, wussy ass ginger-balls of a man whos been hiding under the mask this society has had me make and wear to keep them feeling good about themselves. I'm way past being tired of double-triple thinking every action I do. Its time I took a stand and gave up this idiotic game I've been playing where I try to please every last human being I freekin' meet. Fock Them I now say. Yes that means I will be saying alot more stupid things but at least I will be saying some things.....instead of saying no things. Regardless of what the imfamous tyler durst may have said, I am a beautiful and original snowflake[/b]. So FOCK you Tyler, go find someone else who will let you cut them down so you can stand a little higher because that person isn't here anymore.