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[Kind of vent? plz ignore]
11 years ago
Just posting this before I go to lay down with my lovely..
I want him, okay.
He's just so damned beautiful. Perfect, gentle and fragile. I dont give a hoot about what other people say about him, and honestly I'm tired of people telling me to leave him or 'warning me about him'. There's nothing wrong with him and honestly I hope to never part with him. Though I might just just be some douchebag who tries too hard and clings just a bit too much when I know that he doesn't like being touched. I'm so affraid I'll break him sometimes. I just can't stop loving on him like I do..
My heart aches when I have to be away from him. So much that I work my fingers to the bone while praying to deaf ears that I can maintain my sanity while missing him SO FUCKING MUCH. So much that I physically start to doubt my existence when I'm away from him. So much that I float away into some plain of ignorance when other people are around and he's the only one that I ever want to talk to. He makes me want to stop being a low life. To get a job, get good grades, to do whats 'right' by the normal opinion. just gfdi I don't want to ever make a single mistake again. I want to be as perfect as he is for him. I want to get out of here and live with him. I just.. Hope that he doesn't think that I'm too clingy or too weird. That he'll never avoid me.. And return all the affections I have to offer him for as long as I'm able/he lets me. Forever even, if I don't fuck up immensely before then. I want to help him out of his 'tardis', help him to not be afraid to talk to me or express who he truly is to me. I love him for his heart, his soul, his mind, and everything else, after all. Not just the beauty is projected into my visual reception devices.
I can't wait to see him this weekend.. To prove to him again that I have the best guy in the world.
That I wouldn't ask for anyone else.
And that I love him. Truly. Madly. Deeply.. And that I'll long to see him again. Evermore. Evermore.
*sighs, curls into his blanket and pulls his stuffed animal to the closest estimated place where my heart is*
Love me forever?
I.. Hope you will..
Though I may just be your insane prince.. ~
I want him, okay.
He's just so damned beautiful. Perfect, gentle and fragile. I dont give a hoot about what other people say about him, and honestly I'm tired of people telling me to leave him or 'warning me about him'. There's nothing wrong with him and honestly I hope to never part with him. Though I might just just be some douchebag who tries too hard and clings just a bit too much when I know that he doesn't like being touched. I'm so affraid I'll break him sometimes. I just can't stop loving on him like I do..
My heart aches when I have to be away from him. So much that I work my fingers to the bone while praying to deaf ears that I can maintain my sanity while missing him SO FUCKING MUCH. So much that I physically start to doubt my existence when I'm away from him. So much that I float away into some plain of ignorance when other people are around and he's the only one that I ever want to talk to. He makes me want to stop being a low life. To get a job, get good grades, to do whats 'right' by the normal opinion. just gfdi I don't want to ever make a single mistake again. I want to be as perfect as he is for him. I want to get out of here and live with him. I just.. Hope that he doesn't think that I'm too clingy or too weird. That he'll never avoid me.. And return all the affections I have to offer him for as long as I'm able/he lets me. Forever even, if I don't fuck up immensely before then. I want to help him out of his 'tardis', help him to not be afraid to talk to me or express who he truly is to me. I love him for his heart, his soul, his mind, and everything else, after all. Not just the beauty is projected into my visual reception devices.
I can't wait to see him this weekend.. To prove to him again that I have the best guy in the world.
That I wouldn't ask for anyone else.
And that I love him. Truly. Madly. Deeply.. And that I'll long to see him again. Evermore. Evermore.
*sighs, curls into his blanket and pulls his stuffed animal to the closest estimated place where my heart is*
Love me forever?
I.. Hope you will..
Though I may just be your insane prince.. ~
