Regretfully I inform...
11 years ago
To my friends in the furry community and all those I've met along the way.
I regret to inform you that on May 9th my father, who raised me, fed me, and provided for me in cooperation with my mother, passed away. I was informed by two officers while home alone after work that Friday. He had left to get milk from the store and passed away in our van from a heart attack.
Needless to say I've been a wreck the past few days. I've refused to let any member of my family out of my sight for more than 5 minutes at any time and the few times it has happened I've had panic attacks. It's like a nightmare I can't wake from for me and any moment I am still expecting to wake up from it.
This will be affecting all art and music that is produced in the future and the speed and swiftness with which it is produced. It will also effect how much I will be available to talk to those in the coming months and years.
To those who have reached out to me thank you for your support in this difficult time. I will eventually return.
Until then, I will be with my family as much as possible.
Best wishes,
Blu
I regret to inform you that on May 9th my father, who raised me, fed me, and provided for me in cooperation with my mother, passed away. I was informed by two officers while home alone after work that Friday. He had left to get milk from the store and passed away in our van from a heart attack.
Needless to say I've been a wreck the past few days. I've refused to let any member of my family out of my sight for more than 5 minutes at any time and the few times it has happened I've had panic attacks. It's like a nightmare I can't wake from for me and any moment I am still expecting to wake up from it.
This will be affecting all art and music that is produced in the future and the speed and swiftness with which it is produced. It will also effect how much I will be available to talk to those in the coming months and years.
To those who have reached out to me thank you for your support in this difficult time. I will eventually return.
Until then, I will be with my family as much as possible.
Best wishes,
Blu
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When my grandmother passed I would not let my family out of my site either. Mom would be five minuets late from work and I would break down crying. My therapist told me what it was. It is called Separation Anxiety
I know putting a name to it could never takes the pain away but it can help settle the mind and help you find out more about it so the healing can start... with time, peace, and the loved ones you worry about
My condolences. It's never easy to lose some one you love.