Almost Caught Up!
16 years ago
The Rantings of an Art Crazed Chow, Second verse, same as the first.
Inking the last panel of Holiday Pillow Talk, got a design in my head for the late happy nude deer pic, ditto on the Year of the Ox tribute. Had thoughts about the next installment of Time Rescue, looked at a few items in scraps to be inked and made presentable for the viewing public.
So much more stuff to get ready art-wise as well as dusting off a few stories to post, meanwhile my soul is slowly dying. The past few weeks have been murder for myself as my GF been threating me, not with leaving me mind you, little things to screw with my mind, knowing there is nothing I can do about it.
My dedication to her animals and her mother has gotten me more than hooked, I gotta stay.
I feel responsible for this whole mess because I am a man,
it is expected of me to be there for her even though she sometimes treat me like trash. It is much worse due to my age as well. It won't be long before I pass that stage where even thoughts of having a family in or out of wedlock would be impossible without going through extremes. I guess it is a fitting punishment for me for being male, something more fitting in this case is to just have my nuts cut off.
Oh well, enough of that, I got more art to plot, cheers everyone.
So much more stuff to get ready art-wise as well as dusting off a few stories to post, meanwhile my soul is slowly dying. The past few weeks have been murder for myself as my GF been threating me, not with leaving me mind you, little things to screw with my mind, knowing there is nothing I can do about it.
My dedication to her animals and her mother has gotten me more than hooked, I gotta stay.
I feel responsible for this whole mess because I am a man,
it is expected of me to be there for her even though she sometimes treat me like trash. It is much worse due to my age as well. It won't be long before I pass that stage where even thoughts of having a family in or out of wedlock would be impossible without going through extremes. I guess it is a fitting punishment for me for being male, something more fitting in this case is to just have my nuts cut off.
Oh well, enough of that, I got more art to plot, cheers everyone.
They say there really are vampires in the world. Not the Bella Lugosi kind, but these are people who just feed off others and try to drag them down in their own self-destructive downward spirals. Gotta look out for those kind. You still need to look after yourself and protect yourself first. That's not selfishness; that's just ensuring you're able to keep what's yours, whether it be money, sanity, etc.