Emotional nightmare...
11 years ago
Seems there's been nothing to say so far; well little in the way of replies.
I hate feeling uncomfortable. I have trouble feeling, and yet I am brought to tears so easily. Reminds me not long ago, I bought a game, and at the startup the song that came up touched me so deeply I wept and listened to it for another hour on continuous repeat.
This makes it hard to know what to do or feel, as all of it feels artificial, and yet, it's so very personal. I often can't feel anything, and yet some things cut so deeply that a papercut feels like a wound to my very soul.
Maybe I haven't been praised enough... Maybe I want more praise for the work I succeed in. Or maybe I need motivation and sex in equal amounts to feel normal, otherwise I'm just sitting here biding my time until I can do something with myself.
What touched you so deeply it caused you to weep?
Intro song
I hate feeling uncomfortable. I have trouble feeling, and yet I am brought to tears so easily. Reminds me not long ago, I bought a game, and at the startup the song that came up touched me so deeply I wept and listened to it for another hour on continuous repeat.
This makes it hard to know what to do or feel, as all of it feels artificial, and yet, it's so very personal. I often can't feel anything, and yet some things cut so deeply that a papercut feels like a wound to my very soul.
Maybe I haven't been praised enough... Maybe I want more praise for the work I succeed in. Or maybe I need motivation and sex in equal amounts to feel normal, otherwise I'm just sitting here biding my time until I can do something with myself.
What touched you so deeply it caused you to weep?
Intro song
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