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10 years ago
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I know a lot of people probably have it worse off than me, but I just need to tell people here what's going on.. I'm so incredibly stressed and I don't know what to do any more. It's getting to the point where I am about to give up.. have no hope.
At this present moment, I'm sitting here.. crying.
Bawling my eyes out and I can't seem to control the tears flowing.
It hurts so much everywhere to cry and I just can't seem to shake it.
Everything seems to be going badly lately and here's a small rundown:
I have no money.
I'm not getting commissions.
I'm missing a housemate because the person who was going to move in, screwed us over big time.
Our last housemate moved out without the proper communication and kind of screwed us over in the process and with 2 people unemployed and a working person in the house.. it's hard to make ends meet (I'm unemployed and so is one of my other housemates).
My boyfriend doesn't want a new housemate out of fear of them screwing us over.
I can't get a job. I've been trying for 2 to 3 years with no luck.
I'm missing my best friend because they need to deal with their own shit.
I'm having health issues.
I got a bad pain in my left side that's really hurting and I've got a bad knee problem that makes it hard to move around any more..
My depression is getting worse.
I just can't handle this shit any more.. I just can't
I've never done this before and I hope it's okay to do this but..
All I can say is that if you would like to help, I am open for commissions..
I need things to keep my mind of this stress and I'd love to be able to draw for people.
Please help me make my Christmas at least a bearable one..
My paypal is: ness_ann_911[at]hotmail.com
I'm sorry that I've made this horrible journal but I needed to put it out there.. I don't know how much more of this stress I can take..
Until next time
~Leander<3
ness_ann_911[at]hotmail.com
Thank you so much for being so generous..
-starts tearing up and hugs you-
Thank you
Stay happy too hun!
*hugs* you are fine don't you even worry about it
besides what am I gonna buy girly clothes and food
psssh femboi's don't wear clothes x3 (oddly enough that makes sense x3)
you don't gotta worry about me I always keep a smile on ^^
the tears were happy tears.. coz people really do care.. just so hard to find them (like trying to find a needle in a haystack)
Also I added you on skype just fyi <3
Hopefully things will get better soon. I'm unemployed to but if I had the money I would commission you
You are very nice too and don't stress about not being able to help. I understand.
hugs!
Finding a job around here can actually be really hard. :/
there's a lot of competition out there
-snugs-