Rant Journal
10 years ago
I don't care who reads this and I am not sure anyone will but I need somewhere I can vent that isn't going to ridicule or start some BS drama just for words.
Me and my fiance are in a big rig 99% of the time now and when we do get home it is like it is more of a burden then a nice to see you. Sometimes I wish that they just knew the half of the struggle that we both have to go through just to make it home in one piece. Not to mention that the little girl that we both love has turned into a whinny don't want a thing to do with us brat. Especially after fiance spent most of his money on her Christmas... it was like she didn't want no part of it. Like she is better then us and her toys and presents was no good for her. She has lost all her manners and all she cares about is did you get her something when you go to the store. Not to mention she don't want to listen to anyone and when you do tell her to do something to behave she throws a fit and runs off to find her laughing when you get yelled at about you getting on to her.
The mother-in-law to be well she is just as ungrateful all she wants is to make sure that she screws her own son out of money that he could have put back for his own means. She wants money for stuff that we don't even use and the only time we use it is when we are home which is not very often... When we are home we want to be left alone want to relax and all she wants to know is why we ain't cleaned the house or complain that she ain't got enough of our money.
The only ones that want anything to do with us is his father and his girlfriend. They seem to be the only ones that care that we have made it home safe. Want to know how we are doing.
I am so sick of being yelled at over finances that should have more then enough money to be taken cared of. I am tired of a toddler ruling the house when in fact the parent needs to be getting a tighter hold onto her. I am tired of coing home and instead of how was the trip and I am happy that you are home safe it is What do you want and why are you here? Idk maybe I don't have the right to say anything or even care about what is happening but damn it I am sorry but this is stressing us both out.
Me and my fiance are in a big rig 99% of the time now and when we do get home it is like it is more of a burden then a nice to see you. Sometimes I wish that they just knew the half of the struggle that we both have to go through just to make it home in one piece. Not to mention that the little girl that we both love has turned into a whinny don't want a thing to do with us brat. Especially after fiance spent most of his money on her Christmas... it was like she didn't want no part of it. Like she is better then us and her toys and presents was no good for her. She has lost all her manners and all she cares about is did you get her something when you go to the store. Not to mention she don't want to listen to anyone and when you do tell her to do something to behave she throws a fit and runs off to find her laughing when you get yelled at about you getting on to her.
The mother-in-law to be well she is just as ungrateful all she wants is to make sure that she screws her own son out of money that he could have put back for his own means. She wants money for stuff that we don't even use and the only time we use it is when we are home which is not very often... When we are home we want to be left alone want to relax and all she wants to know is why we ain't cleaned the house or complain that she ain't got enough of our money.
The only ones that want anything to do with us is his father and his girlfriend. They seem to be the only ones that care that we have made it home safe. Want to know how we are doing.
I am so sick of being yelled at over finances that should have more then enough money to be taken cared of. I am tired of a toddler ruling the house when in fact the parent needs to be getting a tighter hold onto her. I am tired of coing home and instead of how was the trip and I am happy that you are home safe it is What do you want and why are you here? Idk maybe I don't have the right to say anything or even care about what is happening but damn it I am sorry but this is stressing us both out.