"Greetings everyone!" This is a new journal entry of mine, as I'm just letting you all know is all, that I'm still doing these journal's everyone, as this here journal states, I am trying to not role play on other people's journals, and submissions, or be constantly annoying, towards other peoples page, that is used for private IMs, for that matter. Although if, anyone wants me to, I will still rp with those, that I do care, a lot about meaning anyone who is family to me and my friends too, in anyway they want, without boundaries, as long as they don't mind it though. who is my daddy, of which I do care allot about, bein the ultimate in awesome, to me of course, as I also care about, too, as he is also one of my brother's too, who is very much the ultimate in special, as he is to me after all. Even with my son, Who does not love me once again, even though I am forevermore, of course still, going to be keeping up, the father, and son loving relationship, along side with him no matter what. Just like I'm doing still, along with all of my other fellow cubs, that I take care of also. As from what he has said to a certain friend of his, or a certain someone, that he might know of also, as in the person, that is his online FA brother, that he may have in his FA life also, as apposed to me so far. Although, because of what was said to me, by the person, that I'm referring to actually, is that. On PePechu's page, that I'm referring to, which is as follows. It's all due to the fact that, in the past it, is been far too much, for him to deal with, as in keeping me as his daddy still, for so long. Even though, I do still love, my lill husky pup of mine, with all of my heart, as I am hoping, that one day, we will both be together, forevermore, at least some day, in the future hopefully. As I will still be caring for him, and loving him still, just like the son, that he is always been to me, many years ago, even when we first met each other, no matter what happens, to either one of us at all, I am still waiting, for that day to come to me, and him as well. So that's why, I'll never ever stop thinking about him, knowing that one day he'll be with me, soon enough on FA and so on. As for now, I'm still hoping that someday, he'll hopefully be able to unblock me, on his profile page of his, and then, give me a nice big hug also, in order to let me know, that he cares about me, so I can show him, that I love him also in return, just as well. As of right now though, I am forever forced to wait, for that very special day to arrive, for both me, and PePechu my son, to come back to me. Just like that very special day, from when we had both, found each other, as that was when I knew, that once it had happened back then, that we would both become father, and son, forevermore back then. Well enough of that everyone. I have one more thing, that I need to address, before ending this here journal everyone, is that, I can't even make a request, to save my life either for that matter, so what am I supposed to do about this at all people? So please, if anyone is reading this, please do help me out if anyone can ok? (Also one minor note here everyone, is that I may not be the best baby fur in this here community, as many of you already know by now, especially for those that I've already hurt so far, as I do realize that I myself am not very good with socializing either for that matter, knowin that there are plenty of people that do hate me for it as I don't blame them for this really, see I only wanna do my best in this community, as this is all I ever wish to do so far, even if it refers to me getting blocked or hated for how I act in what ever manner it may be though, but for me I can only try, I can only try.) (Also, I'm actually crying sometimes, deep inside of myself, why, because, I wish I was a better father as well as a cub too, in the babyfur fandom as well, but sometimes I feel as though, I'm a failure whenever I am, why, why am I such a failure, most of the time, can't there be hope for me, or somethin?)