Sorry it took so long but as folks could tell from my past two journals, things have not been good for the chow. I don't know if I got my groove back but I feel like a total heel for not answering comments, faving and such. I figure after such a fall, it is best to get up, dust yourself off, check for anything majority broken and get back at it.

I can foresee that I will have many difficulties ahead but knowing about it lessens the blow. For the first time in weeks, I did manage to load up a picture and did some work and I could say it might be finished soon, depends on how my free time goes. I have a lot of faving and commenting to do so I will try and get to it, maybe slow at first until I can feel more confident enough to interact with people again.

I think I have gotten over my ,"where is my place in the scheme of things." feeling that plagued me for the past couple of weeks. I think I have a grasp of where I am and that I should not place too much importance in being a fantastic artist, just an artist who cares about his art and the art of others. Is this a disconnect from the feelings that makes one human? I sure hope not, I just want to try and keep my sadness to myself and prevent it from harming others. Anyway, the silence is broken, I'm back in the game, I just hope I can stay the course and not deviate too far. Cheers.