yup, depresed as can be now......and this is taht really quiet depresion, teh kind where talking about it might make you feel better but all you really want to do is die. anyway, went to speed dating tonight. I thought " hey, this has got to work, at least I can practice talking to the local women!!!!!!" this event was opened to teh complexes nearly 1000 residents, of whom teh majority are between 18-24. it was also open to the rest of the city of 250,000 people. anyway, went and guess what, aside from teh staff......I was teh only person there, and I was the only single person there......wear red for freindship, yellow for dates, or green for a serious relationship. just stood there for 20 minutes in green until they canceled it. nothing to aliviate your lonliness like finding going to an event 100% intended for starting relationships and finding out your the only person who even showed up.......I could barely even pick my feet up after wards I was so depresed...adn to be honest..they havent gotten any lighter