depresion going from bad to worse
17 years ago
General
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yeah....trying everything so far to find a girl friend. Websites, every event conciveble, having freinds set me up, and blind dates (you have no idea how discouraging it is when that girl your friend was going to intorduce you to, dosent show up for a month and then you're forced to drop it because shes too busy) basicly I've tried everything but violently raping a girl hoping she gets pregnant, and then praying she wants the kid to have a dad bad enough for her not to report you. its so fustrating....100,000 people in town who are female, and not a one of them shows anything towartds me, they dont even ecnoledge that I exsist..........this is so much more fustrating then down south, so much more depresing, cause now they range in such huge numbers and not a one will give me the time of day. if only I Was gay
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