as some of you may have noticed, I'm not really on much these days. Fact is I'm ubber busy...and ubber depresed. my dad keeps talking about me trying to find another job which would mean moving to a brand new town. I love it so much here I never want to leave......but unless I can pull some miricale and get a job doing something else, or find another job fixing airplanes close by.....I may just have to move. so yeah, I'm super depressed, just teh though of having to leave this place makes me want to die. I'm still lonley though...no girl friend anywhere in sight. but I've met so many girls. theres ten times more stuff to do here then there is in atlanta or any other city in teh deep south. Sadly that dosent say much. still I think this is my best hope to finnaly get hooked up in real life. I dont have enough time....and I dont want to go to anywhere else, I nearly killed myself back down in georgia ,going to another place like that, I would deffinatly do it within six months, if only america had more culture.

anyway, sorry for not being on more often, I'm just ultra busy and ultra depressed, I'lll try to make up for that soon