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Feeling... Off.
10 years ago
Well, this is my first journal here, isn't it? Oh, so much fun. I feel a little ashamed it took me thislong to make one, but better late than never, no?
Time for a ramble ^ ^
See, as of late, I've been feeling a little off. Not exactly sick, not tired, not... anything more than a little off. I've lost weight, it could be that. I've moved in with my mate, it could be that. I've been looking for a job, and being annoyed that I can't find one, it could be that. It could be a lot of things, but... I've been unable to pin it down to anything so that I can fix it. The off feeling isn't harming anything, yet. But, that's my point. Yet. It very well could start in.
Let me explain.
Ever had a drink that was WAY too cold go down your throat, and leave it slightly chilled for a while when you breathe? Ever woken up from a dream you can't remember but know it was bad? That heart racing, confused, almost scared feeling that is left behind. Ever broken something that meant a lot to you years ago but barely means much now because you haven't thought of it? That echo of "I should feel really bad, I should." Combine those with a bit of an almost lightheaded feeling and that's kind of what I'm feeling 24/7. Misplaced, like I forgot something, like I got scared earlier, SOMETHING. But I can't pin down what it is.
Odd thing is, this feeling isn't destructive. Not yet. In fact, my art and creativity has SKYROCKETED. I'm working on making tails, I am doing more detailed work, I am much more creative that I thought I could be. What happens when that runs out?
Get my point?
Eh, I don't even get it. It's nearly 2:30 in the morning, I make no sense.
Well, on to other topics.
So, I've been a bit excited over an idea... When I make a few tails for Lunar and I, I'm tempted to make a shirt for us. "Want one? Ask me." It'll point down to the tail. My idea is wear it out sometimes and see if that can help a bit. Also possibly making it a thing that when you buy a tail, you buy the shirt too. Like four bucks more but eh, if it gets commissions, I should do it~ Right? It's not going to be a plain tee, possibly have some random eye catching design and be in multiple colors. Possibly. Or I might make it a whole other thing.
I seem to be wanting to make shirts right now.
Well... Time for me to be off. One last thing... I HAVE STARTED NSFW WORKS.
Carry on.
Time for a ramble ^ ^
See, as of late, I've been feeling a little off. Not exactly sick, not tired, not... anything more than a little off. I've lost weight, it could be that. I've moved in with my mate, it could be that. I've been looking for a job, and being annoyed that I can't find one, it could be that. It could be a lot of things, but... I've been unable to pin it down to anything so that I can fix it. The off feeling isn't harming anything, yet. But, that's my point. Yet. It very well could start in.
Let me explain.
Ever had a drink that was WAY too cold go down your throat, and leave it slightly chilled for a while when you breathe? Ever woken up from a dream you can't remember but know it was bad? That heart racing, confused, almost scared feeling that is left behind. Ever broken something that meant a lot to you years ago but barely means much now because you haven't thought of it? That echo of "I should feel really bad, I should." Combine those with a bit of an almost lightheaded feeling and that's kind of what I'm feeling 24/7. Misplaced, like I forgot something, like I got scared earlier, SOMETHING. But I can't pin down what it is.
Odd thing is, this feeling isn't destructive. Not yet. In fact, my art and creativity has SKYROCKETED. I'm working on making tails, I am doing more detailed work, I am much more creative that I thought I could be. What happens when that runs out?
Get my point?
Eh, I don't even get it. It's nearly 2:30 in the morning, I make no sense.
Well, on to other topics.
So, I've been a bit excited over an idea... When I make a few tails for Lunar and I, I'm tempted to make a shirt for us. "Want one? Ask me." It'll point down to the tail. My idea is wear it out sometimes and see if that can help a bit. Also possibly making it a thing that when you buy a tail, you buy the shirt too. Like four bucks more but eh, if it gets commissions, I should do it~ Right? It's not going to be a plain tee, possibly have some random eye catching design and be in multiple colors. Possibly. Or I might make it a whole other thing.
I seem to be wanting to make shirts right now.
Well... Time for me to be off. One last thing... I HAVE STARTED NSFW WORKS.
Carry on.
