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10 years ago
Sorry for the slowdown in things. Personal life stuff is still happening. I got some freedom from it, but there are some things that keep resurfacing to further push my stress levels. As a result it kinda killed my drive a little. I'm pretty much soullessly pushing out content at this point and yes, I know that is not healthy. But I gotta do it even if it eventually makes me hate drawing again.
Whenever you see me update I am literally just uploading stuff have a quick 5 min gander then log out to resume my work. So apologies to whoever is waiting on things. I am still doing them. Right now as a matter of fact. I just want to keep my environment stress free because heck, I've had enough of it already this month. I spend 5 hours of my day drawing (that also covers any redos, fixes or concepts drafts), 5 hours having to do chores and other responsibilities, then I have like two or three hours left to relax or be able to spend time talking with Peej and our friends. Then I go to bed. Keep in mind I have depression and anxiety and although it hasn't been as bad for a while, I still have sleeping problems. On average I get four hours of actual sleep. I'm already aware of how unhealthy my lifestyle is but trust me when I say it was a lot worse seven months ago.
I'm not writing this for pity responses but rather to give people more of an insight as to what is going on. I know I've been pretty vague in previous journals but a part of me didn't want to elaborate for various reasons. Main thing- I don't want pity. I also figured some details might hit too close to home (I guess 'triggering' although that word has lost all meaning these days- thanks internet). And then there is the simple fact that I don't want to talk about it here. It is personal and on top of that, I'm a pretty private person.
So tlr; I've had stressful life stuff. Sorry I let said stuff hold me back. Sorry I'm a snail with artwork, but I'm still doing everything so please don't hate me. 
Blithwulf
~blithwulf
None of us hate you... we just worry. (HUG)
PaladinGalahad
~sorcererlance
man, I know that feeling being stressed... you're free to take your time with my commission if it helps any :<
Gearwing65
~gearwing65
Take all the time you need, my friend. I'm in no rush at all for anything. :)
Blast Flare
~spellflare
Put yourself first, before everything, and don't worry.
