When I started back in 2002, I was pretty tame in consideration to the shit I post now with stories. Call it inexperience or fear, but I always held back when I roleplayed. Although I was 17 at the time, so this whole concept was new.

Then something happened, although I cannot place it.

During my days of High School, I worked at Culver's for money. When I turned 18 though, I began to work in the kitchen, and I was forced to fight or flight because customers needed to be served. It effected me online, because I started to become more confident. At the time I never wrote a tf story, just bad fanfics.

I was though roleplaying on CYOC, and slowly though I became more aroused by doing sexually themed TF's than tame ones. In exploring though, and by repetition, I felt like I could be doing more for a more severe and erotic experience. So I started to not only explore kinks such as footplay, or bdsm, but also in a way become more dominant.

I knew what I wanted, it was just finding a roleplay partner to help explore.

Eventually though I began to discover other peoples kinks, and what they liked, and didn't like. From that I began to say, "Hey lets try writing for FA." but I knew that not everyone was going to read my stories, nor like or comment.

I just wrote though, because I had this burning desire to just put what I felt like in a erotic story out there. And each time I do one know, I feel very proud and liberated that I am able to do so.

All I ask is that you explore who you are, and don't be afraid to express it. Because the more you open up, the less afraid you have to be.