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Sorry Again...
10 years ago
I've been going through a ton of emotions over the past few months... I've been happy, and upset, and pissed off, and depressed... And I've been trying to draw to take my mind off of it, but I just don't know what to draw... The most I've tried to do was draw Alphys from Undertale, because she's my favorite character... I spent over an hour attempting to draw her, and I only got her head done...and even then, I'm unhappy with it...
Most of the other stuff I've drawn, I try to draw it quickly just to get an idea in my head on paper, and usually, I either get bored and take a break, losing the idea, or I get mad that it doesn't look right and scrap the idea... I'm really gonna try to start uploading stuff...
I feel like I'm bipolar or something, because one minute, I'll be perfectly fine, the next minute, one little tiny thing gets to me and I get super angry, then I get depressed cause I didn't want to get mad... I wish I could find out if I actually am or not, but my friends have told me the only way I'm gonna know is going to a doctor. Which is just not going to happen. My family and I just don't have that kind of money. We were not so lucky to be the kind of family that at the slightest hint of some kind of sickness, you go to the doctor. And I'm not saying the people who have families like that are bad or anything, just saying that's how I grew up...
Oh and as a note, it'll only be on paper stuff. I lost a job and currently don't have one, and I had to sell Pokémon Art Academy... But if you guys want to help me at all, just offer me some ideas or requests or something.
Most of the other stuff I've drawn, I try to draw it quickly just to get an idea in my head on paper, and usually, I either get bored and take a break, losing the idea, or I get mad that it doesn't look right and scrap the idea... I'm really gonna try to start uploading stuff...
I feel like I'm bipolar or something, because one minute, I'll be perfectly fine, the next minute, one little tiny thing gets to me and I get super angry, then I get depressed cause I didn't want to get mad... I wish I could find out if I actually am or not, but my friends have told me the only way I'm gonna know is going to a doctor. Which is just not going to happen. My family and I just don't have that kind of money. We were not so lucky to be the kind of family that at the slightest hint of some kind of sickness, you go to the doctor. And I'm not saying the people who have families like that are bad or anything, just saying that's how I grew up...
Oh and as a note, it'll only be on paper stuff. I lost a job and currently don't have one, and I had to sell Pokémon Art Academy... But if you guys want to help me at all, just offer me some ideas or requests or something.
Drawing with friends in a relaxed setting can help, though it is not always possible, especially for those who do not have a drawing tablet. Drawpile is fun for that.
As to possible Bi-polar. Mental disorders are a hard thing to diagnose, even for those who are paid to do so. It could be a rage issue instead of bi-polar. Doctors are far too expensive for any but the very well off to see anymore.
A request? How about a female bear on her back, holding a fishing rod, with the fishing line and hook floating in the sky via six to seven helium balloons tied to the line a few feet behind the hook. The hook baited with a lump of something covered with seeds. A crate filled with confused looking birds holding wings to their beaks nearby.