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something new to do with my life
10 years ago
so i have a few things i like to talk about. some good and some bad but i guess it the way you look at it really. alright so let get right to the point of things then.
1. i have been looking for new ways of income right now. personally i dont think i am good enough to start trying to draw and start charging people. hell ele and bel my friends have a hard enough time getting people to commission them and i am no where near as good as them. anyway i think drawing is off the table myself. looking for work in my field dont seem to be helping me much either. most of this you all already knew about me. what is new is this. i have been given a great idea from my roommates on what i could do to start making some money. it seem a little silly but i will get to that at the end of this post.
2. my aunt seems to be driving me nuts lately about me working with her and my cousin. not sure what i am really going to do about it just yet but it only 400$ a month which is not nearly as good as it should be. mostly because i still cant afford to pay rent. it been about 3 months now sense this has happened. i am still working on what i can do to fix this issue. most of the time i am doing maid work around the house to pay for my stay here. not too bad but still not ideal for what i want to do with my life.
and finally 3. to put it like this. i have lost a lot if not all of my drive to want to do anything. my emotions are high, stress is high and my motivation to do anything about these issue are very low. most of the time i spend my time doing nothing but either sleeping all day or sitting in my room doing nothing. i am depressed as my energy is very low as well. i want to put this out there right now. I AM NOT GOING TO KILL MYSELF OR DO ANYTHING CRAZY LIKE THAT. with that out of the way you can do as you like with that info. i am not so depressed that i wish to end my life. in fact it never comes cross my mind. only say that now because i wanted people to know that i wont do that for sure. so with all that said i been talking and brainstorming about a lot of these issue with my roommates and some by myself.
alright so this is the really crazy idea. i know there a lot of people out there that like to hang out and talk to me. so maybe you all will like this and help me with this. my roommates and i have come up with a nice idea. a you-tube channel for me. with my DND charter Zip the Kobolt. he a fun loving chaotic guy that a mage and i love to play. he is the best thing i have ever come up with. he love blowing things up and setting things on fire as well. but also enjoys his friends that keep him going. the title of this channel will be Zip Amazing Adventure and his Sidekicks i know it a crazy idea and it a long shot but hey it still at least worth a shot right? tell me what you think of this crazy idea and if you have any more ideas let me know. because right now i be willing to try about anything.
1. i have been looking for new ways of income right now. personally i dont think i am good enough to start trying to draw and start charging people. hell ele and bel my friends have a hard enough time getting people to commission them and i am no where near as good as them. anyway i think drawing is off the table myself. looking for work in my field dont seem to be helping me much either. most of this you all already knew about me. what is new is this. i have been given a great idea from my roommates on what i could do to start making some money. it seem a little silly but i will get to that at the end of this post.
2. my aunt seems to be driving me nuts lately about me working with her and my cousin. not sure what i am really going to do about it just yet but it only 400$ a month which is not nearly as good as it should be. mostly because i still cant afford to pay rent. it been about 3 months now sense this has happened. i am still working on what i can do to fix this issue. most of the time i am doing maid work around the house to pay for my stay here. not too bad but still not ideal for what i want to do with my life.
and finally 3. to put it like this. i have lost a lot if not all of my drive to want to do anything. my emotions are high, stress is high and my motivation to do anything about these issue are very low. most of the time i spend my time doing nothing but either sleeping all day or sitting in my room doing nothing. i am depressed as my energy is very low as well. i want to put this out there right now. I AM NOT GOING TO KILL MYSELF OR DO ANYTHING CRAZY LIKE THAT. with that out of the way you can do as you like with that info. i am not so depressed that i wish to end my life. in fact it never comes cross my mind. only say that now because i wanted people to know that i wont do that for sure. so with all that said i been talking and brainstorming about a lot of these issue with my roommates and some by myself.
alright so this is the really crazy idea. i know there a lot of people out there that like to hang out and talk to me. so maybe you all will like this and help me with this. my roommates and i have come up with a nice idea. a you-tube channel for me. with my DND charter Zip the Kobolt. he a fun loving chaotic guy that a mage and i love to play. he is the best thing i have ever come up with. he love blowing things up and setting things on fire as well. but also enjoys his friends that keep him going. the title of this channel will be Zip Amazing Adventure and his Sidekicks i know it a crazy idea and it a long shot but hey it still at least worth a shot right? tell me what you think of this crazy idea and if you have any more ideas let me know. because right now i be willing to try about anything.
I say, go for it and at least then, you will know but...it'll be hardwork and success won't come overnight, you'll have to stick with it. Also, make full use out of social media; Twitter, Facebook, etc...these are tools much more powerful than you might imagine.