So this is more an update on what going on currently. I will start with ele of course first.

Ele status is she doing better and had the feeding tube removed a day or so ago so she can start to eat normal food again but slowly. She got to face Time (if you know what that is) with me Wednesday. It was nice for her to see me but her face was swollen still and she really couldn't talk that well and mumbled a bit as it was hard to hear her. However she very much was her normal self. Telling me to shave my beard and trying to be her normal goofy self again. So that always good. She still was really tired and weak though so us seeing each other didn't last long on about 5 minutes. She still having some issue with her kidneys function correctly. Overall though she doing better which makes me happy. She very much tired of being in the hospital and really wants out so she pushing to do so. I still think it be another week or so before she can go home but we will have to see. This was mostly what i know about and oh she also cut her hair as well while there.

As for me I am pretty ok. Not super good or bad either way. I am glad she is doing better which makes my mood overall but still depressed that I can't be with her and while yes i did get to face time with her it was a double edge sword. I was glad to see her again to know she doing alright but with the tube in your mouth and oxygen going into her nose a bit and her not able to really move or talk much it really hurt to see her like this. So both a good and bad thing. As some of you might know my job is stressing me more and more but at least it seems to not be as bad right now. I was able to finally get my PTO pay and it help soo much. Paying off some bills for the month and last month. However that said, I can't keep up with the bills and rent alright and it stressing me out more. I am still ok for now but I am not sure how next month will be like but currently ele still in the hospital and in California as well and even when she free from the hospital she will not be working normally for a bit. Now lucky soon her HR department will be pay 2 weeks to 1 month. but after that they will only pay up to 60% for short term disability. This does help but as she only getting 60% per normal check it would mean that we would be short around 100 to 150$ every week which is about 400 to 600$ a month we are losing. So this makes it pretty hard. Not as hard as it is now but still hard enough though. Which brings me to the next and final subject at hand.

As of this moment and from other peoples advise as well... I will not be asking for money from anyone but... I will be taking donations of any kind. Any little bit will help. If you wish to help or even spread the word I will not say no to any of this and in fact would love to have others know about this. If all you can do is tell people about this journal and that would be good enough help for me.

Thank you all for listening to this and if you want to help donate then just use this link as it goes to a gofundme page to support us in this time if need. https://gofund.me/774e4d69