im miserable we will be moving likly within the next munth or less can only look at houses for rent around 1.1 k the whol center of all the crap we are dealing with is both my mothers and ex stepfathers fult idk what to do to get myself motivated to giv drawing a real good try agin wherever we do move too its likly i wont have a decent store to walk to when i feel like geting out of the house let alone find a job on foot once we are settled...i may look into food stamps to help out my mom as long as it docent take away from my income that way i might be able to pay a littl more in rent for my mom... as it is im sceard to even try moving out an in with a friend iv herd rooming with frends is normally a bad idya and in my cace right now being i have a thing for diapers and it helps with my stress i dont theres anyone i could room with ..im easily annoyed tend to keep to myself most of the time ....i need to get out of the house maby go to one of the bowling meets it might help me idk.. part of me want to post this in the Houston furry group on fb here but id feel worse if i did....i wish i could get back in tuch with the real me before my life started getting bad...but id have to be around 10 years ol agin for that