Existential Musings
10 years ago
Sometimes I feel trapped in my own mind, where the desire to be cynical is almost overwhelming. I don't want to be cynical. I try really hard not to be cynical. But it's a hard feeling to fight, when there is so much shit in this world.
But there are good people out there. They help. You help, since I know some of them will see this journal.
Perhaps the world and universe is pointless. Perhaps any gleaming light of joy is just a distraction from the reality of this hopeless existence.
Might as well try to be anyway. Because I'll be damned if I'm going to let something like fate fuck with me.
But there are good people out there. They help. You help, since I know some of them will see this journal.
Perhaps the world and universe is pointless. Perhaps any gleaming light of joy is just a distraction from the reality of this hopeless existence.
Might as well try to be anyway. Because I'll be damned if I'm going to let something like fate fuck with me.
FA+

Well, i took that from someone.
Please know this, you are a great help to me when i needed it. I will do the same for you.
I am glad I have been of help. You are a lovely friend, and I wish you many blessings.
...and throw fate a curb party next time he comes knocking at your door! >x3
Also, darkness...light, metaphors...since everyone else is doing it. Ummm...without darkness then you couldn't appreciate the nightlight of friendship...
...did I do it? 8D
*snugs tight* Either way just being silly, I don't mean to not take this seriously. We care about you bud and as I made in my original sentiment we're here for you.
*snugs you tightly*