Now then let's begin anew.
9 years ago
Now that, that is out of the way. I would like to say something about myself.
In the past 6 years, I had been under a siege. During this time, I had lost my family, my loved ones, my pets, my childhood home. I saw, went through and endured alot of shit over 6 very long years that will always stay with me until the day I die......we lost everything, even our own identities.
I had never expected to survive this winter alone in a car frozen with no hope of survival. Until a friend found me and brought me in out of the cold. A very old friend of mine who I went to high school with. His family saw me, broken, destroyed, penniless, and with no way of even getting back on my feet. The Psychological trauma was enormous and there were days where I didn't think I'd see the sun rise.....to go from a 4 bedroom home, food, friends, family, a future......to nothing..... It was a miracle I survived especially since I have treatment resistant depression.
I was given a room, I was given electricity, internet, and access to food stores and laundry, I could come and go as I wished....and I wasn't in danger of having my life taken from me for once in 6 long years......this family gave me a second chance at a future....a life.
and I am making sure this chance does not get missed and as such, there will be no more issues on my side from now on. I will not harass or be rude to anybody, I will not put people down for what they like or believe in. I won't spread rumors around peoples backs or anything of that sort so please don't bring it to me >___>
So rebuilding my life begins.......there's alot of therapy I need to go through and I need to get on the best medicines I can but...for the first time in 6 years, I actually have a future ahead of me, and I actually have the chance of becoming a doctor of medicine, so I can help those who were in my situation get out of it. With the help of the froelichs, I have repaired 50% of the damage incurred during the siege...i've started new opportunities, opened new doors and I can finally be who I want to be.
I was given a second chance....and so everyone who was in the past, will stay in the past, and I am going to carve out a future my family (may they rest in peace) can be proud of. It has been a rough 6 years.....but I will do the best I can with the knowledge I've got to help out artists and others alike.
The sins of the past are left in the past. Now is the time to redeem ourselves and fight for a future when we once saw everything was lost.
Thank you to the friends who stood by my side all this time. You guys are wonderful people ^^
ALSO CHECK THESE COOL PEOPLE OUT DOWN BELOW
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shiloAdopts is selling adoptables and she needs the monies cuz shes pushing forward in her life, she is also a very good friend and so I would definitely recommend checking her out.
KHCrystal Is also doing comissions! her artwork is very very beautiful and It's definitely worth watching her.
NatalieDeCorsair and I found a art thief and a person comitting fraud/identity theft all in a single day!, which is cool since it's the reason why I found this artist in the first place. Her stuff? seriously? it's God Tier epic......you can't get any better than that......oh! and she's Russian too! which means i'm going to make some really bad jokes about tanks exploding when looked at and how vodka is God's multi-purpose do everything gift to the world! So go watch her too she's cool ^^
I myself! am doing pretty good, which scares the shit out of me.
also im working on Evo and Kosti's designs. They are both fattykitties, and I also made my really cool avatar based off of a song by lil.jon that I think is just ballin https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kxAKCYSXd5U
turns out this week was a pretty guud week
~Cheers
In the past 6 years, I had been under a siege. During this time, I had lost my family, my loved ones, my pets, my childhood home. I saw, went through and endured alot of shit over 6 very long years that will always stay with me until the day I die......we lost everything, even our own identities.
I had never expected to survive this winter alone in a car frozen with no hope of survival. Until a friend found me and brought me in out of the cold. A very old friend of mine who I went to high school with. His family saw me, broken, destroyed, penniless, and with no way of even getting back on my feet. The Psychological trauma was enormous and there were days where I didn't think I'd see the sun rise.....to go from a 4 bedroom home, food, friends, family, a future......to nothing..... It was a miracle I survived especially since I have treatment resistant depression.
I was given a room, I was given electricity, internet, and access to food stores and laundry, I could come and go as I wished....and I wasn't in danger of having my life taken from me for once in 6 long years......this family gave me a second chance at a future....a life.
and I am making sure this chance does not get missed and as such, there will be no more issues on my side from now on. I will not harass or be rude to anybody, I will not put people down for what they like or believe in. I won't spread rumors around peoples backs or anything of that sort so please don't bring it to me >___>
So rebuilding my life begins.......there's alot of therapy I need to go through and I need to get on the best medicines I can but...for the first time in 6 years, I actually have a future ahead of me, and I actually have the chance of becoming a doctor of medicine, so I can help those who were in my situation get out of it. With the help of the froelichs, I have repaired 50% of the damage incurred during the siege...i've started new opportunities, opened new doors and I can finally be who I want to be.
I was given a second chance....and so everyone who was in the past, will stay in the past, and I am going to carve out a future my family (may they rest in peace) can be proud of. It has been a rough 6 years.....but I will do the best I can with the knowledge I've got to help out artists and others alike.
The sins of the past are left in the past. Now is the time to redeem ourselves and fight for a future when we once saw everything was lost.
Thank you to the friends who stood by my side all this time. You guys are wonderful people ^^
ALSO CHECK THESE COOL PEOPLE OUT DOWN BELOW
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
shiloAdopts is selling adoptables and she needs the monies cuz shes pushing forward in her life, she is also a very good friend and so I would definitely recommend checking her out.
KHCrystal Is also doing comissions! her artwork is very very beautiful and It's definitely worth watching her.
NatalieDeCorsair and I found a art thief and a person comitting fraud/identity theft all in a single day!, which is cool since it's the reason why I found this artist in the first place. Her stuff? seriously? it's God Tier epic......you can't get any better than that......oh! and she's Russian too! which means i'm going to make some really bad jokes about tanks exploding when looked at and how vodka is God's multi-purpose do everything gift to the world! So go watch her too she's cool ^^I myself! am doing pretty good, which scares the shit out of me.
also im working on Evo and Kosti's designs. They are both fattykitties, and I also made my really cool avatar based off of a song by lil.jon that I think is just ballin https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kxAKCYSXd5U
turns out this week was a pretty guud week
~Cheers
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now it is time to move on with life and see new possibilities along the horizon yes? ^^
but I know I can still help others before I die. ^^ Thank you