im sorry to anyone i took out some frustration on yesterday. i let someone get to me and instead of working it off i had a few drinks and did somethings i'm not proud of. im never one to lay out my problems on others so i should said something by now instead of letting it build

so my week hasn't been going well to start off with but the worst came Wednesday, on my home from work i had a tire blow on me and i almost got into a wreak but thankfully i wasn't. after i changed the tire i went straight to the shop to have it fixed and decided to have them all replace just because i haven't since i got the car. this meant i had to use money that was meant for Bronycon so as of this point i won't be going this year. this was very upsetting to me but i tryed to stay positive and not let it sour my week.

then came yesterday when i was greeted by an old friend. this story started 3-4 month ago after i had someone who was big on anti-fandom porn confront me about the stuff i've been getting. we had an argument and he made a threat he would try to alienate me from my friends and family with all of this. i convinced not to and we went are separate ways, then he showed up yesterday wanting to talk again and given my nature i gave him a second chance only for him to go and pull the same act again. he tried to convince that what i was doing was wrong and that i'm trying to compensate for something and he want me to give up all of this. he said i should never talk to anyone i made friends with on here ever again and so i had another argument and just blocked him entirely. after that i had a few drinks to just forget about the whole thing and it was at that point i took out a little frustration on somethings.

again i'm sorry if i did