Hey everyone, sorry for being not being active for a long while. It use to be a fair bit more active but as of the start of this year I have been in a slump. winter was not kind to me along with the longer hours at my job with the winter season. The major thing that has been bringing me down is the car accident beginning the year for me. Since then I have not doing as well I as I hoped I would be. I don't know if it was mental or physical but either way I haven't been active in a way I had hoped I would be. It has effected my mood, my weight, my finances and sleep. I wasn't even going to be able to make it to Bronycon due to it, at least until the insane work hours. 4 month ago we had gotten a new company added with 12 new brands, this lead to 10-12 hour days for 3 months straight. The money was great but i had no time for anything. Finally I saw the end to it in July and was able to attend both Trotcon and Bronycon (sorry I didn't announce it, did spend the time to do so.) I will be posting up the photos I took later on that along with addressing some feeling on Bronycon 2019 (being the fact it is going to be the last.). Now that it has come and pass I have been making an effort to improve my well being along with some other things. Getting back into healthy habits along with working out more often. Even getting back into sewing to keep my promise I made.

TL:DR version , not a good year, no time to myself and my mood is not good but now I am working to making things betters


Now then for the part I am kind of regretting and this is in regards to  Whiteheart someone I considered a good friend up until the start of the year.
First thing I would like to state, while I would like to bring up the actions that lead to this along with the whole track record, due to FA guidelines (at least what has been told to me) I can not bring up any negative action he has done even if it is in my defense and personally I don't wish to create a rift between some or have the ire of those loyal to him. So those actions won't be stated here at the moment but some of you have been made aware of these already.

At this moment I would have to state that me and White Heart have had a falling out. Over time his actions and how he was going about getting art was starting to step on toes a bit and at the start of the year he had a bad reaction to something I did. In truth he had no right to be mad at me and art that I got over that time was for my sake and not to spite him. In turn it showed an attitude that is very unappreciated in this fandom along with the fact he seemed to care more for the art then his friends. Since then he has ignored anything I post for his sanity and interest and as much as I want to confront him on these actions, the last time I did so almost lead him to getting banned from a server. So at the moment it is an uneasy peace as I try to go about things, if things ever get to a point I won't keep these actions to myself.

So I do hope things work out in the end on both fronts, we will see how it goes.