Let me start off by saying that things have not been great since the last year. A lot of goals had been wasted and plans have fallen through since then. With everything that has been going on since the start of 2019 it's just been hard to feel motivated to get art and post stuff. The loss of a friend I had talked to a month prier, learning one of my depressed friends I had known well dropping off the face of the earth. My step father who i was not the best with live with passing away a month ago and The end of Bronycon. It was amazing to see all my friends but it was hard to part from that without feeling down.


In the end to just having so many friends and people to know has made me stretched thin and has made me consider getting my own Discord server just so I can keep up with everyone. So in the end it hasn't been the best and I just haven't had the motivation to be as interactive. To post up anything or get art that I want.

But...

Since I got back from Bronycon I have been doing a new diet which has been working. It has me thinking about where I am and what i need to do with myself and telling myself I can do better and I am making this journal in the hopes of getting back into it.

So yeah I am still alive and trying to get back into it after a lot a crappy moments.