A couple weeks ago I had a little battle with my college that stole money in my card claiming I bought a book or didn't return it. Which was untrue because I did return my books and they were making up a story to not give it back. Well I threatened them to put it in the newspaper because no one wasn't giving it back. After that threat I got it back. But...this is a different part that I hate my college that much. They...screwed me.

For the past 3 years I worked hard and I passed most of my classes and I did fail 4 classes but passed most of the classes. I mean over 10 passing classes. I was told I am doing well still. My mom...um didn't want me to know but she felt bad for keeping this a secret. She did right guys. She loved me and didn't want to hide it. She told me she got a letter from my college stating that my GPA is low that they suspended me for a year. I didn't get why? So I asked and they said that...they know of my learning disability and cause that I am struggling they believe I am not fitted to be in there school.

That last sentence they said that to me. Which broke me. For the past 3 years of working hard and being in class on time. Was a waste. I haven't learned anything of fixing or building computers in hand. Yet I am treated like that. Plus my teacher was talking shit behind my back to other students saying I cheated and shit. I didn't guys. That fucker is lying because he is at his 10 year retirement. He has nothing to lose but look good.:/

So right now....I feel like shit. My spirit is broken. I mean in that same college I was flirted by a girl but she only teases me and says she has a boyfriend. My spirit and my dignity all in one last semester of that school....destroyed me.

Right now I am just sulking and...feel like nothing now.