It has been a few rough years for me. Has it been for the good more or less. basically I have been through the rough part but still trying to rebuild what needs to be. Recap I lost my life's work in a fire and got screwed over for compensation. My parents threw me in the middle of a frustrating separation only stopped because my doctor told my parents to stop using me as a go between. I went back into depression and suffered to find a job causing finical stress.

In the past year I have gone back to school, and am top of my class. I have taken on projects some small some massively daunting. I am chair of my schools mental heath organization. Planing and am head of my cities makerspace project along with a few other small projects. Sadly I am still struggling with he job hunt i get great paying short term contracts but all full time position I interview with I get beat out by sob stories who they feel could benefit from the money and experience more even though I am the person best for the job. It just seems so frustrating that I try so hard to be the best choice but I always seem to lose out.

I guess right now I figured I would be further ahead in life then I am. I know that things change but it is still hard not to feel like I am missing things, and wanting more out of life. Oh well something to work on in the future.