well long storyshort... ive lost all motivation. the person i was using as a muse for some art i tried to draw has disappeared off the face of the earth. i have tried to contact her via email, her cell which is no longer in use, and where she lives the house is vacant and is no longer in the house. im honestly worried about her she was a good friend and i never asked for her to show her body for my images i just asked if she could show me some poses like stretching and all that. so right now i havent been arting or even to try and do anything is mainly because she disappeared and i cant find her. her facebook is active but she hasnt made a post since april. i have also setup a twitch creative art account cause i plan to end my drawing of porn for a bit due to lack of any artistic ability to draw anything and not to mention ive been more interested in computers as of late. i am thinking of going back to college to pursue a degree in computer science to try and apply for a computer based job at any place that needs help with computer techies that know game lingo.

i have been playing WoW alot as well due to a friend gave me a couple of game cards adding up to 8 months of time and i really dont want to squander that gift he gave me since his account got perm banned which when he was perm banned he gave up on ever playing WoW.

so no drive to art, been playing games. trying to get into college, and trying to find my friend.

i am still here i still have skype i rarely get on and im sorry for my disappearance to everyone if you were trying to get ahold of me for anything.