This year has probably been the most stressful and depressing year to date. its been so bad I've thought of ending it all. I felt alone hopeless not worth a damn in this world. things are looking up. though depression has taken so much out of me I've decided to skip MFF this year. I just felt its not right to go if I'm not right. I do wish my friends have a good time there. But things have to be better for me before i can do anything con wise. Hopefully my next con will be at Texas furry fiesta 2017 since i have a room already. Honestly if it wasn't for kuro I wouldn't be here anymore that guy has pulled me out given me a sense of hope. I've been there for him as he's been her for me. I just need to keep grinding become better and be happier.

I live by this phrase
Even after the darkest of nights. Morning always comes.