Sorry I haven't been active for probably a year. Last con I went to was texas Furry fiesta 2017. That con I never thought I would feel the highs the lows but mostly highs. I had a very long conversation with ino one day. I had to do a bit of soul searching in my heart. I met 2 furs who i think i shouldn't name because they didn't really give me a chance at a friendship. When I ran into telephone just as my human self at tff she saw me and immediately came over to me hug me and gave me a telephone kiss. Thats where in my heart i found well maybe things are going to be better maybe things might not seem dark after all. Then I got to talking to Keu again. And just things clicked. I found a best friend in keu. I found out I don't never alot of people to like me I just need a maybe a few. I don't need popularity just my best friends being there for me. Life is crazy. But I think that shadow from 2016 is gone. And now I am living a life I was destined to live. I just got to keep my head up and keep going.