sigh idk whats wrong with me my games and books dont keep me entertained anymore diapers still work but i cant afford that all the time. i wake up in the mornings sore dispight having a new bed and yet still id rather stay in bed and try and sleep more just to stay in dreamland where things aren't so bad. i got me a lil carnivorous plant cant rally do gardening like id like to try cus we are in a rental home. id like to go to the local furr meets here in Houston but i cant drive and im a bit far from where the meets normally at. at the same time im scared to go too cus im a diaperfurr/babyfurr plus i used diapers to help relieve stress and also i dont like crowds . on top of that im autistic and vew the world differently than most ppl and most ppl dont like my vews hell sometimes my vews conflict . im feeling very lost and alone in the world ive been feeling this way for a long long time the happy person i once was is back in my preteen years .....

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