So I'm finally going to get to see a specialist for my back problems! I'm so excited because the normal process I had gone through to heal my back are no longer improving my problem. I hope a few tests with the specialist will shed light on the underlying problems. As I mentioned in previous journals, such issues are making it difficult to ink pages. On a good note, I have now penciled 5 issues of my comic now! The last issue I penciled I actually did the comic backwards. I started at the end and ended at the beginning. I wanted to see how easy or hard it was to map out issues that may need to be split up and succeeded greatly. I'm a hell of a lot more confident now since I am getting accustomed to splitting a written story into a full fledged comic making the translation seamless. Yet I am still at an impasse. I feel so stuck because I'm in physical pain from my job, unable to find a new job as of yet that requires less physical activities, and I impatiently want to do my comic full time but know I will never make enough to live off of unless I do a kickstarter or patreon but don't have enough avid followers to do either successfully. *Sigh* I feel so trapped...